I was this [ ... ] close to going to bed when I remembered about my blog. Haha, okay.. not important.
Starting off with Saturday.
The day started out pretty great. Well, I woke up at about 9:40am and washed up. I checked my phone and received a text message from Luqman Nur, saying that he was going to be a bit late. So, I turned on my pc and did the usual. Facebook.
An hour later, I was about to leave the house when Abdul Aziz greeted me.. at my door! Wow, he took the trouble of coming to my house.
So we took Bus No. 410 and stopped near the house area closest to school, which is beside Guanyang Sec. Walked a bit and when we reached school, we saw Luqman Nur. So, we skateboard-ed and waveboard-ed at the void deck and later, Mr Izzad came.
Played some more and then rested at the canteen where we met up with some of my seniors. Namely Hanisah 'Aliah and Sakinah. More seniors came down to the canteen as they were helping out with the teachers during LFP. That gave me an idea to meet up with Shazaa or Shaakira but they left already so umm.. nevermind.
The 4 of us performed our Zuhr prayers and then headed for the skatepark. It was freaking hot! I took off my red shirt and covered my whole face which made me look like some pirate from who knows where. And dont worry, I was wearing another shirt inside. We saw a small girl ride a skateboard and I was like.. "OMG!"
Abdul Aziz decided to go home so it was left with me, Luqman Nur and Mr Izzad. Went back to school to rest again. After the short rest, we then decided to go to McDonald's at Junction 8 but instead, we ended up eating at KFC.
Browsed some phones and cameras later on and then, we all went home since we were all tired.
I visited my Grandma during evening with my mother since she was sick.. Haha, not sick in fact. She just misses everyone, thats all.. Hehe, wish my father could have been there.
So that was pretty much Saturday..
On Sunday however, I didnt do much.
I played Rome: Total War and expanded my empire beyond its borders. Haha, within a day of playing, I annihilated the Pontics and also the Macedonians. The Romans, however, keep pissing my off by blockading my ports so my income isnt all its supposed to be. Grr!
Cleaned my room (Just a small part) and also tried planning for the upcoming Arabic Program. Its a bit scary, knowing its less than a week away. Sigh.. what to do?
Oh, and I watched the most awesomest movie ever! I dont know the name cause its written in chinese but it was such a great movie. Its kind of a love story during those empirical times and these 2 people fall in love but they have all these stuff going on. Its a comedy too so you can expect laughter and lots of sweet moments. I could really see myself in the guy's spot. Haha, a complete match! XDD
A sweet and romantic movie. I hope to watch it again soon. Its on Celestial Movies. Grr, must find the movie!
Anyway... I better get to sleep now. Goodnight, take care, sweet dreams.. :D
Wassalam..
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Friday, February 26, 2010
Slacking
I dont know what to feel right now..
I feel so happy, so sad, so frustrated.. so.. confused
Anyway, I'll explain as I go along..
It was a wonderful morning. The air was fine and calm. Together with the help of Abdul Rahman Aziz and Abdul Rahman Rahim, we set up the mats for Yaasin recitation.
Afterwards, Ustd Mustaqim gave the S4's, S2's and S1's a short tazkirah during Arabic Program period. It was about maintaining our akhlaq and also for guys, to be wary of girls (Hahaha!)
After recess, we did a bit more work on bearings. I understood but Im not really all experts at it. Anyway, following Maths class, we received news of our Tafsir and Tauhid results during Ustzh Rohana's class. Im slacking much more than usual.. I got 78% for both subjects which was a real blow to my morale. Gosh, I have got to buck up!
During Contact time, I tried to explain my plans for our Arabic Program. But then, it was so hard to get them all to be together since my power in class was very little. Furthermore, lots of people in class were cranky at that time and showed their attitude which made me nuts! Grr!!!
In the end, we got some parts okay but the whole program in general was still not ready. Gotta work harder!
Basketball with Abdul Aziz, Muhammad, Abdul Rahman Aziz and Umar was awesome! Even though Luqman Nur was with us, he left just when the fun started. The 5 of us played basketball in the pouring rain. Haha, it was so stress-relieving that I actually cheered up.. :D
An hour in the rain.. hmm, hope I dont get sick *gulp*
Oh, and I got to take pictures for yesterday's soccer match between the S4 Andalusians and the Irsyad Staff. Haha, we lost 7-2 in the end but it didnt matter. It was all fun and games.
Sigh.. these past few days have been rough. I know, its hard. But there're those moments when someone comes along and without them knowing it, they just made my day. Yeah, its a sweet feeling of elation. Mhmm.. it sure is sweet.
Wassalam..
I feel so happy, so sad, so frustrated.. so.. confused
Anyway, I'll explain as I go along..
It was a wonderful morning. The air was fine and calm. Together with the help of Abdul Rahman Aziz and Abdul Rahman Rahim, we set up the mats for Yaasin recitation.
Afterwards, Ustd Mustaqim gave the S4's, S2's and S1's a short tazkirah during Arabic Program period. It was about maintaining our akhlaq and also for guys, to be wary of girls (Hahaha!)
After recess, we did a bit more work on bearings. I understood but Im not really all experts at it. Anyway, following Maths class, we received news of our Tafsir and Tauhid results during Ustzh Rohana's class. Im slacking much more than usual.. I got 78% for both subjects which was a real blow to my morale. Gosh, I have got to buck up!
During Contact time, I tried to explain my plans for our Arabic Program. But then, it was so hard to get them all to be together since my power in class was very little. Furthermore, lots of people in class were cranky at that time and showed their attitude which made me nuts! Grr!!!
In the end, we got some parts okay but the whole program in general was still not ready. Gotta work harder!
Basketball with Abdul Aziz, Muhammad, Abdul Rahman Aziz and Umar was awesome! Even though Luqman Nur was with us, he left just when the fun started. The 5 of us played basketball in the pouring rain. Haha, it was so stress-relieving that I actually cheered up.. :D
An hour in the rain.. hmm, hope I dont get sick *gulp*
Oh, and I got to take pictures for yesterday's soccer match between the S4 Andalusians and the Irsyad Staff. Haha, we lost 7-2 in the end but it didnt matter. It was all fun and games.
Sigh.. these past few days have been rough. I know, its hard. But there're those moments when someone comes along and without them knowing it, they just made my day. Yeah, its a sweet feeling of elation. Mhmm.. it sure is sweet.
Wassalam..
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Plans
Most plans that I look forward to never work out. Never..
Its like.. you seem to go through the day, thinking its going to end nicely. But then, its always given me a large slap in the face and gone running off. Grr!!!
Today, I took my 2 last CA papers. Mustolah Hadith and Hadith. I was kinda confident with my answers. I did take a longer time with my Hadith paper since I had some doubts. However, everything turned out alright. The most memorable moment was during the Hadith paper. Nearly all of the students, including me, felt sleepy and so we just rested like we didnt have a care. I guess even the teacher understood us.
I was quite surprised when I got my Insya' CA paper back. My jaw dropped when I saw a simple 40 placed beside the number 50. I was like 'whoa..'
Yeah, I was amazed at my achievement. I frowned when I thought of getting back my Physics and Chemistry papers. Sigh.. That'll be sad.
After school, my planned activities were all topsy-turvy. I was looking forward to just hanging out at the canteen and help some friends with revisions. Instead, I was placed with the duty of taking pictures (with Mr Izzad's camera) of the soccer match between S4 Andalusia and the teachers. I was all bonkers and tried to chill my thoughts.
The game started out quite great. Within a few minutes, S4A were already 2-0 up. However, when the game ended, it read 7-2 to the teachers. Haha, I guess the teachers were better trained. Went back to the canteen and lent Zubaidah the camera. Shazaa took some pictures of Sharifah and Azlynn and then Zubaidah returned the camera back to me. Azlynn commented on my accent which was so out of context but I just smiled and thanked her for the compliment.
I went home with Bukhari, Fierdaos and Farid. We took Bus No. 57 to Bishan Interchange and then we parted ways. I took the bus home and here I am. Cant wait for Mr Izzad to give me the photos.. :)
Wassalam..
Its like.. you seem to go through the day, thinking its going to end nicely. But then, its always given me a large slap in the face and gone running off. Grr!!!
Today, I took my 2 last CA papers. Mustolah Hadith and Hadith. I was kinda confident with my answers. I did take a longer time with my Hadith paper since I had some doubts. However, everything turned out alright. The most memorable moment was during the Hadith paper. Nearly all of the students, including me, felt sleepy and so we just rested like we didnt have a care. I guess even the teacher understood us.
I was quite surprised when I got my Insya' CA paper back. My jaw dropped when I saw a simple 40 placed beside the number 50. I was like 'whoa..'
Yeah, I was amazed at my achievement. I frowned when I thought of getting back my Physics and Chemistry papers. Sigh.. That'll be sad.
After school, my planned activities were all topsy-turvy. I was looking forward to just hanging out at the canteen and help some friends with revisions. Instead, I was placed with the duty of taking pictures (with Mr Izzad's camera) of the soccer match between S4 Andalusia and the teachers. I was all bonkers and tried to chill my thoughts.
The game started out quite great. Within a few minutes, S4A were already 2-0 up. However, when the game ended, it read 7-2 to the teachers. Haha, I guess the teachers were better trained. Went back to the canteen and lent Zubaidah the camera. Shazaa took some pictures of Sharifah and Azlynn and then Zubaidah returned the camera back to me. Azlynn commented on my accent which was so out of context but I just smiled and thanked her for the compliment.
I went home with Bukhari, Fierdaos and Farid. We took Bus No. 57 to Bishan Interchange and then we parted ways. I took the bus home and here I am. Cant wait for Mr Izzad to give me the photos.. :)
Wassalam..
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
"Kong"
Short and sweet is how I would describe both of today's CA papers.
Yeah, Geography and Malay was really great. Im not quite sure of the answers being right but at least I finished them.
We got to know our Maths CA results today. I got 33/35 which was very enlightening since it was the 2nd highest mark in class. Mixed together with my previous test paper, I got 81% for Maths this term. Alhamdulillah, all praise goes to Allah.
I got to see Shazaa today for a brief moment during recess. It was so enlightening to hear that voice of her's.. I kinda miss it. Oh Shazaa, where has the time gone?
Anyway, the agenda of the day. I got called 'Kong' today.. (Hahaha!)
As translated by Muhammad, 'Kong' means tough. It started out in the toilet. Most of the S4 Andalusians were in the toilet, changing into their PE attires. That moment, all the guys were talking about abs and packs when suddenly, Muhammad turned everyone's attention to me. He was commenting on my figure and everyone was like grabbing me, asking me to show my torso. Haha, it was the weirdest feeling ever, to be complimented for something I didnt even know was there.
Returned to class and got more compliments. The word 'kong' drifted in the air and I just smiled graciously. It never dawned on me that I even had any muscles to show off. Luqman Nur added into the 'kong' the word 'king' so it read 'king kong'! (Hahaha!)
White Space was quite fun, yeah.. it was. I kinda enjoyed the drills and later, we had some soccer. I stayed after school to help Farid with some stuff.
From about 6pm to 7:20pm, Bukhari, Abdul Rahman Abd Rahim, Farid and I stayed back at the canteen with the pure intention of revising. I didnt get much into my head but at least some things did stick. Shaakira, Aza, Syuhada and gang also stayed back to do their Chemistry revisions. Outbursts came from both our group and theirs. Laughter, jokes.. the usual.
Maghrib prayers were performed before the 4 of us went home. I made it home just a couple of minutes after 8+ ...
Seriously, I think I've made up my mind. I wanna buy the camera thats half-digital and half-SLR cause Im really having trouble choosing between portability and quality of pictures. I guess a mixture of both can work too. Yeah, I think so too.
Im hoping to cram Mustolah Hadith and Hadith by tonight and tomorrow's afterschool activities include tutoring and taking pictures, and insya Allah, some soccer.. :D
Wassalam..
Yeah, Geography and Malay was really great. Im not quite sure of the answers being right but at least I finished them.
We got to know our Maths CA results today. I got 33/35 which was very enlightening since it was the 2nd highest mark in class. Mixed together with my previous test paper, I got 81% for Maths this term. Alhamdulillah, all praise goes to Allah.
I got to see Shazaa today for a brief moment during recess. It was so enlightening to hear that voice of her's.. I kinda miss it. Oh Shazaa, where has the time gone?
Anyway, the agenda of the day. I got called 'Kong' today.. (Hahaha!)
As translated by Muhammad, 'Kong' means tough. It started out in the toilet. Most of the S4 Andalusians were in the toilet, changing into their PE attires. That moment, all the guys were talking about abs and packs when suddenly, Muhammad turned everyone's attention to me. He was commenting on my figure and everyone was like grabbing me, asking me to show my torso. Haha, it was the weirdest feeling ever, to be complimented for something I didnt even know was there.
Returned to class and got more compliments. The word 'kong' drifted in the air and I just smiled graciously. It never dawned on me that I even had any muscles to show off. Luqman Nur added into the 'kong' the word 'king' so it read 'king kong'! (Hahaha!)
White Space was quite fun, yeah.. it was. I kinda enjoyed the drills and later, we had some soccer. I stayed after school to help Farid with some stuff.
From about 6pm to 7:20pm, Bukhari, Abdul Rahman Abd Rahim, Farid and I stayed back at the canteen with the pure intention of revising. I didnt get much into my head but at least some things did stick. Shaakira, Aza, Syuhada and gang also stayed back to do their Chemistry revisions. Outbursts came from both our group and theirs. Laughter, jokes.. the usual.
Maghrib prayers were performed before the 4 of us went home. I made it home just a couple of minutes after 8+ ...
Seriously, I think I've made up my mind. I wanna buy the camera thats half-digital and half-SLR cause Im really having trouble choosing between portability and quality of pictures. I guess a mixture of both can work too. Yeah, I think so too.
Im hoping to cram Mustolah Hadith and Hadith by tonight and tomorrow's afterschool activities include tutoring and taking pictures, and insya Allah, some soccer.. :D
Wassalam..
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Stress
They say that you get the blues on Monday..
Frankly speaking, I got the darkest of blues on that day. Depression sank into the deepest pits of my heart and it engulfed my mood and attitude for the whole day.
Classes were a complete blurr as I couldnt shake off the hurt. Sigh.. These are just those days when I feel like giving up. I just wish I could've been at a huge field with flowers and just sit back and relax with a loved one. Wouldnt that be great? ;D
Anyway, I didnt blog yesterday cause I fell asleep right infront of the computer. The next morning, I was awoken by Michael Buble's "Havent Met You Yet", which I set as my alarm. I was all smiles since the song was quite sweet. However, when I sat up, I saw my computer still on and I was like "OMG!!!"
Hahaha! Luckily, my mum came in my room a while later and didnt see what happened.
Went to school with high hopes that the day would be better.
Chemistry made me feel ooh so pathetic. I was seriously unconfident of my answers but I finished it anyway and I can look forward to learning from my mistakes.. =P
Towards the end of the day, I came to terms with Luqman Nur and we became good again. Helped Shaakira with some S5 questions (Wow..) and later, we went home. Reached home at about 7:30 and then bought some stuff at Esso at about 9:45 ... alone (Haha!)
Hopefully, tomorrow brings a smile on my face.. :D
Wassalam..
Exams.. please leave the premises.. quickly!
My body is aching without reason.. *oww*
Frankly speaking, I got the darkest of blues on that day. Depression sank into the deepest pits of my heart and it engulfed my mood and attitude for the whole day.
Classes were a complete blurr as I couldnt shake off the hurt. Sigh.. These are just those days when I feel like giving up. I just wish I could've been at a huge field with flowers and just sit back and relax with a loved one. Wouldnt that be great? ;D
Anyway, I didnt blog yesterday cause I fell asleep right infront of the computer. The next morning, I was awoken by Michael Buble's "Havent Met You Yet", which I set as my alarm. I was all smiles since the song was quite sweet. However, when I sat up, I saw my computer still on and I was like "OMG!!!"
Hahaha! Luckily, my mum came in my room a while later and didnt see what happened.
Went to school with high hopes that the day would be better.
Chemistry made me feel ooh so pathetic. I was seriously unconfident of my answers but I finished it anyway and I can look forward to learning from my mistakes.. =P
Towards the end of the day, I came to terms with Luqman Nur and we became good again. Helped Shaakira with some S5 questions (Wow..) and later, we went home. Reached home at about 7:30 and then bought some stuff at Esso at about 9:45 ... alone (Haha!)
Hopefully, tomorrow brings a smile on my face.. :D
Wassalam..
Exams.. please leave the premises.. quickly!
My body is aching without reason.. *oww*
Sunday, February 21, 2010
The Psychic
Peace to all..
Its been a good day today. I had a chat with Syuhada in the morning, where we talked and shared some memories. We came up with nicknames for each other. I had no idea what to call her so I just called her 'Syu'. Mine was 'The Psychic' since she reckoned I was good at reading minds.
Studied a bit, chatted with some people, got my hair cut and all that.
At the end of the day, helped Shaakira with some Science and talked a bit too.
I got Physics and Nahu tomorrow and I hope the paper wont be hard.
Wassalam..
Its been a good day today. I had a chat with Syuhada in the morning, where we talked and shared some memories. We came up with nicknames for each other. I had no idea what to call her so I just called her 'Syu'. Mine was 'The Psychic' since she reckoned I was good at reading minds.
Studied a bit, chatted with some people, got my hair cut and all that.
At the end of the day, helped Shaakira with some Science and talked a bit too.
I got Physics and Nahu tomorrow and I hope the paper wont be hard.
Wassalam..
Mountain Climbing
Im the mountain climber.. And these past two days are the mountains that I face. I felt bleak at the start, wondering how I could get to the top. However, as I got higher and higher up, things started to look up and I felt greater than ever. And today, I have reached the top! *Now how do I get back down?*
Frankly speaking, it didnt start out quite well. On Friday, I started out bitter and moody. I couldnt shake off the negativity out of me.. it was like I was being consumed by those feelings. I memorised for my Tafsir, even though my Maths paper was due to start first.
I was at the peak of sorrow during recess, when the most unreasonable sight greeted my eyes. The moment my mind processed the reality of what I was seeing, jealousy coursed through my veins. I looked away and decided it better to leave and study elsewhere.
The Maths paper was quite easy. Alhamdulillah, it was smooth sailing for most of the questions. At the end of the paper, I just relaxed my mind. The memory of what happened during recess lingered in my mind but I discarded those trivial thoughts.
Tafsir papers started an hour later. Im a bit confident of scoring high marks for it since some of the answers were from previous worksheets and I forgot about them. Anyway, I tried my best and that's all that matters. A short Contact Time afterwards and then, we all went for our Friday prayers.
After school, Muhammad and I, along with Umar, Asyraf and Abdul Rahman Abd Aziz met up with Abdul Aziz and we went to Long John Silver at Junction 8. Had a lot of fun talking and eating and fooling around. Asyraf left cause he wasnt going to the Mukhayyam. Abdul Aziz followed us back to school were we played sepak takraw with a soccer ball (Haha!)
We prayed 'Asr prayers afterwards.. :D
When the clock showed a little more than half an hour left till the start of Mukhayyam, Abdul Aziz left and we all showered and got changed. Registered and surrendered our phones (Boo..) and all of got assigned with our own duties. My group had to get the sleeping area ready. This position proved to be a silver lining to the whole day.
Everyone performed their Maghrib prayers and then met up at Multi-Purpose Room 3 for the Munajat session. Ustd Salehin conducted it and it was very enlightening. He told us of Rasulullah s.a.w. and his life, and how he cherished his Ummah.. which is us. Lots of people shed tears, including me. (La Hayaa'u fiddeen)
We all did our Isya' prayers in the MPR3 and then, Ustd Mustaqim signalled for my group to start getting the mats. Firstly, he told us to take our bags. Feeling carefree, I strut my way into the canteen and saw Mr Izzad teaching some girls. I didnt know who it was at first. When I went to shake Mr Izzad's hand, I saw that it was Shaakira, Farhanah and Aza. My eyes widened.. "What are they doing here?"
Before I had time to think, Ustd Mustaqim called me. The other guys were in the lift, waiting for me. Shaakira shouted to me, something about Mr Izzad bullying her and I was like.. "Ok.."
Got the sleeping mats. Together with Abdur Rahman Yassin, Abdul Rahman Abd Aziz, Adam and Usaid, and also me and Ustd Mustaqim, we stuffed the mats into the lift and ascended 5 storeys.
Sleeping time came and I was a bit sore but not that tired. I slept in between Abdul Rahman Abd Rahim and Muhammad. At first, I started to have a runny nose cause of the air-conditioning. Blanked out after 20 minutes or so and woke up at around 12 in the morning, freezing cold. Muhammad leaned on me and I had to stay soas not to disturb him in his sleep. Umar entered the MPR3 and I asked him where he went. He beckoned me to follow him outside and I saw Ruzaini, Luqman Nur, Abdur Rahman Yassin, Adam and Abdul Rahman Abd Aziz outside. The moment the warm air engulfed me, I laid down on the ground. It was so nice. Ustd Mustaqim arrived upstairs from who knows where and promised to raise the temperature of we entered the MPR3. Reluctantly, I got in. I kept moving around and around and when I woke up, I was at a totally different place in a different sleeping position. Got ready for prayers and all and did our Tahajjud and Subuh prayers.
Fastforward a few hours, most of the S4's had already gone home. At the void deck, I played badminton and also with Mr Izzad's Ripstiks. It was an enjoyable atmosphere. We played till about 11 plus and then, Bukhari, Abdul Rahman Abd Rahim and I went to the canteen to study...
Turns out we didnt study at all. Sis Hanisah 'Aliah came by and we talked about Al-Junied and the teachers there. Since I planned to go there, I wanted to know it was there. When she mentioned all the cons, I was having doubts. But then, she insisted that I join anyway cause the school was good. Haha, riiiiggghhtt... It was so nice having to get to talk to Sis Hanisah again.
Back home, I slept for 3 hours. When I woke up, I was like.. "whoa"
Chatted with a couple of people online and hope this entry isnt too much. Well okay, maybe it IS too much..
The Psychic.. signing out
Wassalam..
Wish I had my digital cameras.. so portable and easy to take pictures with.. Sigh..
Frankly speaking, it didnt start out quite well. On Friday, I started out bitter and moody. I couldnt shake off the negativity out of me.. it was like I was being consumed by those feelings. I memorised for my Tafsir, even though my Maths paper was due to start first.
I was at the peak of sorrow during recess, when the most unreasonable sight greeted my eyes. The moment my mind processed the reality of what I was seeing, jealousy coursed through my veins. I looked away and decided it better to leave and study elsewhere.
The Maths paper was quite easy. Alhamdulillah, it was smooth sailing for most of the questions. At the end of the paper, I just relaxed my mind. The memory of what happened during recess lingered in my mind but I discarded those trivial thoughts.
Tafsir papers started an hour later. Im a bit confident of scoring high marks for it since some of the answers were from previous worksheets and I forgot about them. Anyway, I tried my best and that's all that matters. A short Contact Time afterwards and then, we all went for our Friday prayers.
After school, Muhammad and I, along with Umar, Asyraf and Abdul Rahman Abd Aziz met up with Abdul Aziz and we went to Long John Silver at Junction 8. Had a lot of fun talking and eating and fooling around. Asyraf left cause he wasnt going to the Mukhayyam. Abdul Aziz followed us back to school were we played sepak takraw with a soccer ball (Haha!)
We prayed 'Asr prayers afterwards.. :D
When the clock showed a little more than half an hour left till the start of Mukhayyam, Abdul Aziz left and we all showered and got changed. Registered and surrendered our phones (Boo..) and all of got assigned with our own duties. My group had to get the sleeping area ready. This position proved to be a silver lining to the whole day.
Everyone performed their Maghrib prayers and then met up at Multi-Purpose Room 3 for the Munajat session. Ustd Salehin conducted it and it was very enlightening. He told us of Rasulullah s.a.w. and his life, and how he cherished his Ummah.. which is us. Lots of people shed tears, including me. (La Hayaa'u fiddeen)
We all did our Isya' prayers in the MPR3 and then, Ustd Mustaqim signalled for my group to start getting the mats. Firstly, he told us to take our bags. Feeling carefree, I strut my way into the canteen and saw Mr Izzad teaching some girls. I didnt know who it was at first. When I went to shake Mr Izzad's hand, I saw that it was Shaakira, Farhanah and Aza. My eyes widened.. "What are they doing here?"
Before I had time to think, Ustd Mustaqim called me. The other guys were in the lift, waiting for me. Shaakira shouted to me, something about Mr Izzad bullying her and I was like.. "Ok.."
Got the sleeping mats. Together with Abdur Rahman Yassin, Abdul Rahman Abd Aziz, Adam and Usaid, and also me and Ustd Mustaqim, we stuffed the mats into the lift and ascended 5 storeys.
Sleeping time came and I was a bit sore but not that tired. I slept in between Abdul Rahman Abd Rahim and Muhammad. At first, I started to have a runny nose cause of the air-conditioning. Blanked out after 20 minutes or so and woke up at around 12 in the morning, freezing cold. Muhammad leaned on me and I had to stay soas not to disturb him in his sleep. Umar entered the MPR3 and I asked him where he went. He beckoned me to follow him outside and I saw Ruzaini, Luqman Nur, Abdur Rahman Yassin, Adam and Abdul Rahman Abd Aziz outside. The moment the warm air engulfed me, I laid down on the ground. It was so nice. Ustd Mustaqim arrived upstairs from who knows where and promised to raise the temperature of we entered the MPR3. Reluctantly, I got in. I kept moving around and around and when I woke up, I was at a totally different place in a different sleeping position. Got ready for prayers and all and did our Tahajjud and Subuh prayers.
Fastforward a few hours, most of the S4's had already gone home. At the void deck, I played badminton and also with Mr Izzad's Ripstiks. It was an enjoyable atmosphere. We played till about 11 plus and then, Bukhari, Abdul Rahman Abd Rahim and I went to the canteen to study...
Turns out we didnt study at all. Sis Hanisah 'Aliah came by and we talked about Al-Junied and the teachers there. Since I planned to go there, I wanted to know it was there. When she mentioned all the cons, I was having doubts. But then, she insisted that I join anyway cause the school was good. Haha, riiiiggghhtt... It was so nice having to get to talk to Sis Hanisah again.
Back home, I slept for 3 hours. When I woke up, I was like.. "whoa"
Chatted with a couple of people online and hope this entry isnt too much. Well okay, maybe it IS too much..
The Psychic.. signing out
Wassalam..
Wish I had my digital cameras.. so portable and easy to take pictures with.. Sigh..
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Tired
Hold on.. gimme a moment..
On some days I think back,
All the memories we've shared.
Every moment I was with you,
I really truly cared.
Haha, this was all I could get out of me. Its night time and my brain is so freaking exhausted. I am at 1% of blogging energy right now and I *huffpuff* gotta finish this entry.
One word : Nervous..
I dunno why but I dont think I did justice with my English paper. My vocabulary inventory was all locked and I couldnt think of other words to replace my answers with. Although I finished it, I had a sense of dread deep down inside. Onwards to Tauhid.. It wasnt so bad, considering the questions were quite straightforward. I finished early and rested my head on the table. My head was pounding with all the thoughts in my head.. and these thoughts had nothing to do with Tauhid or any other subjects.
Lessons continued without any incidence. After lunch, 5 people left the class for their dental check-up. Yeah, 5 out of 25.. We were left with 20 people. I had a good time in Malay class with Cikgu Iskandar. We had group discussions and all and 1 hour later, school ended.
After school, I met up with Ustd Alaina and convinced him to change my class' Tasmi' to next week and then went to do my 'Asr prayers.
I went back home with Muhammad and Fierdaos until the midway point when I had to leave them and chase my bus.
*Yawn*
Gonna wrap it up..
Wassalam..
Luqman, stop teasing Shaakira.. 0_o''
Alhamdulillah, Arabic Program postponed till next 2 weeks.. :D
On some days I think back,
All the memories we've shared.
Every moment I was with you,
I really truly cared.
Haha, this was all I could get out of me. Its night time and my brain is so freaking exhausted. I am at 1% of blogging energy right now and I *huffpuff* gotta finish this entry.
One word : Nervous..
I dunno why but I dont think I did justice with my English paper. My vocabulary inventory was all locked and I couldnt think of other words to replace my answers with. Although I finished it, I had a sense of dread deep down inside. Onwards to Tauhid.. It wasnt so bad, considering the questions were quite straightforward. I finished early and rested my head on the table. My head was pounding with all the thoughts in my head.. and these thoughts had nothing to do with Tauhid or any other subjects.
Lessons continued without any incidence. After lunch, 5 people left the class for their dental check-up. Yeah, 5 out of 25.. We were left with 20 people. I had a good time in Malay class with Cikgu Iskandar. We had group discussions and all and 1 hour later, school ended.
After school, I met up with Ustd Alaina and convinced him to change my class' Tasmi' to next week and then went to do my 'Asr prayers.
I went back home with Muhammad and Fierdaos until the midway point when I had to leave them and chase my bus.
*Yawn*
Gonna wrap it up..
Wassalam..
Luqman, stop teasing Shaakira.. 0_o''
Alhamdulillah, Arabic Program postponed till next 2 weeks.. :D
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
CA1 already?
Greetings to all!
Its wonderful to be able to write again.. :D
These past few days since last Saturday, I was unable to go online cause I was having a new modem and I kinda got the wires mixed up.. Haha! My mom called the guy who works at Singtel to help set-up.
Anyway, I had a good two days during the Chinese New Year's holiday. I spent my time revising with Mr Izzad along with Bukhari, Abdul Rahman Abd Rahim and Farid... Awesomeness!!! Haha, I couldnt concentrate fully but I didnt worry too much. I kept my cool even though I had to repeat my memorisations. We studied and played, studied and played. I gained a couple of bruises after the whole thing. I was waveboarding very quickly and turned, losing balance and hitting the wall on my right thigh. Unfortunately for me, there was a sharp point and the moment I hit it, I shouted in pain, rolling on the floor.. Gosh, it still hurts till today.
Anyway.. back to the present.
CA1 papers!!! Haha, Insya' and Fiqh was like.. wow.. I did not care. I did it to the best of my capabilities on that time and hopefully (Insya Allah) I'll get good grades for it. The day was quite short considering the exams took up most of the day. Malay lessons was all laughter and joy thanks to Cikgu Iskandar. Maths class was also quite enjoyable due to the fact that I understood what I was doing.. :D
During White Space Period, we had a short briefing on this year's Inter-Madrasah Games, hosted by Madrasah Al-Junied. I was a bit confused on what I should take. I aint a fast runner so my best bet would be badminton.. like old times. However, my badminton skills have degraded terribly.. VERY terribly...
The guys didnt play any soccer today. Instead, we did some drills.. the usual (push-ups, sit-ups, squats, etc.) ... Helmi rested halfway into the whole process since he was near the verge of losing consciousness. Near the end, after pushing my weak body as it was to the limit, I signalled for a rest. I sat beside Helmi who looked terrible. On the other hand, I was trying my best to get the oxygen through my small windpipe. I felt the walls of my throat closing in.. With that, Cikgu Iskandar and Cikgu Zulkifli asked me to escort Helmi to the Sick Bay. I got a chance to be there too.. Helmi and I slept till around 4.30pm :D
Got back up feeling very sore. My right knee was buckling from the squats I did during White Space Period. It shaked horribly and I hope it gets better.
Stayed back after school and revised for Tauhid and later, I played with Mr Izzad's skateboard. Played a short game of ball with Ruzaini, Haziq, Abdul Rahman Abd Rahim and Syakirin.
So I guess this concludes Wednesday.. :)
Wassalam..
Hugs to Bukhari, Helmi, Aman and Farid
Smiles to Shazaa, Syuhada and Hijannah
Boo you, Luqman.. Haha! Joking.. XD
Get well soon to Shaakira and Aza :D
Its wonderful to be able to write again.. :D
These past few days since last Saturday, I was unable to go online cause I was having a new modem and I kinda got the wires mixed up.. Haha! My mom called the guy who works at Singtel to help set-up.
Anyway, I had a good two days during the Chinese New Year's holiday. I spent my time revising with Mr Izzad along with Bukhari, Abdul Rahman Abd Rahim and Farid... Awesomeness!!! Haha, I couldnt concentrate fully but I didnt worry too much. I kept my cool even though I had to repeat my memorisations. We studied and played, studied and played. I gained a couple of bruises after the whole thing. I was waveboarding very quickly and turned, losing balance and hitting the wall on my right thigh. Unfortunately for me, there was a sharp point and the moment I hit it, I shouted in pain, rolling on the floor.. Gosh, it still hurts till today.
Anyway.. back to the present.
CA1 papers!!! Haha, Insya' and Fiqh was like.. wow.. I did not care. I did it to the best of my capabilities on that time and hopefully (Insya Allah) I'll get good grades for it. The day was quite short considering the exams took up most of the day. Malay lessons was all laughter and joy thanks to Cikgu Iskandar. Maths class was also quite enjoyable due to the fact that I understood what I was doing.. :D
During White Space Period, we had a short briefing on this year's Inter-Madrasah Games, hosted by Madrasah Al-Junied. I was a bit confused on what I should take. I aint a fast runner so my best bet would be badminton.. like old times. However, my badminton skills have degraded terribly.. VERY terribly...
The guys didnt play any soccer today. Instead, we did some drills.. the usual (push-ups, sit-ups, squats, etc.) ... Helmi rested halfway into the whole process since he was near the verge of losing consciousness. Near the end, after pushing my weak body as it was to the limit, I signalled for a rest. I sat beside Helmi who looked terrible. On the other hand, I was trying my best to get the oxygen through my small windpipe. I felt the walls of my throat closing in.. With that, Cikgu Iskandar and Cikgu Zulkifli asked me to escort Helmi to the Sick Bay. I got a chance to be there too.. Helmi and I slept till around 4.30pm :D
Got back up feeling very sore. My right knee was buckling from the squats I did during White Space Period. It shaked horribly and I hope it gets better.
Stayed back after school and revised for Tauhid and later, I played with Mr Izzad's skateboard. Played a short game of ball with Ruzaini, Haziq, Abdul Rahman Abd Rahim and Syakirin.
So I guess this concludes Wednesday.. :)
Wassalam..
Hugs to Bukhari, Helmi, Aman and Farid
Smiles to Shazaa, Syuhada and Hijannah
Boo you, Luqman.. Haha! Joking.. XD
Get well soon to Shaakira and Aza :D
Friday, February 12, 2010
New Joy
Im thinking of something.. my gears are working..
I cant help but notice,
Every single day.
The happiness you fill me with,
Just seems to fade away..
Though you are my sweet dear,
It just brings me to tears.
When you're with someone else,
And Im just waiting here..
If anything else makes it worse,
Its the fact that we rarely meet.
The short moments we do,
I try to make it sweet..
Wow.. I cant believe I just wrote the above poem. Haha, it took me a minute and hey, its not so bad. Yeah well, I guess stuff like these come at random times.
Anyway, I was in a good mood today. The same couldnt be said for Hanafiah who was very quite today except during Malay class.
Ok, back to the start. I was in a good mood with good reason. Its Friday! The most awesomest day of the week. Its when you spend half a day in a school and the other half elsewhere. Its somewhat like during the weekends but with the assurance that you'll meet your friends.
So okay... the Arabic Program today by the S5 Cordovians was quite short. It ended at about 8.10am.. with 15min remaining, Ustd Azhari used the time to talk of some matters.
The next 3 and a half hours, I was slightly disappointed but I didnt bother much. I just kept looking up, thinking of the good things and just chill.
Friday prayers insued and later, I supervised and also helped in arranging the tables in class. Luqman Nur and Muhammad were downstairs with Abdul Aziz. They were waiting for me at the canteen. Meanwhile, upstairs, I was having a good time. I felt so good just standing at the corridor, laughing at people and also talking, waving, the sort. About 20min later, Muhammad went up and called for me. Sigh.. and so I went down to the canteen. While buying some drinks, Husnina asked me my Maths score. Here's how it went..
Husnina: Abdullah, maths test dapat brape? 24?
Me: Nope..
Husnina: 25???
Me: Nope, lower..
Husnina: 23?
Me: Lower..
Husnina: 22?
Me: Lower..
Husnina: 21?
Me: Lower..
Husnina: 20???
Me: Lower..
Husnina: *Stares blankly into my face*.. seriously?! dapat brape?
Me: 17..
Sorry to Husnina (Haha!) for wasting your time. Yeah, Im getting bad in Maths. Fyi, the maths test was upon 25 marks.. Haizz, I need to buck up.. on ALL subjects!
Okaaaaayy.. back to the guys. Luqman Nur, Abdul Rahman Abd Aziz, Muhammad, Abdul Aziz and I went to play basketball and waveboard. However, when we arrived at the court, it was full so we decided to play at the carpark.
I had the best time with Luqman Nur and Abdul Aziz. For once, they were playing soccer with me! Woohoo! Yeah, it was awesome! After playing, we went to Aziz's house and rested. After performing our 'Asr prayers, we watched the most eye-opening Survivor episode ever. Heroes vs. Villains! Haha, and there was this hilarious part and I was like.. "OMG!"
So thats it from me today..
Wassalam..
I cant help but notice,
Every single day.
The happiness you fill me with,
Just seems to fade away..
Though you are my sweet dear,
It just brings me to tears.
When you're with someone else,
And Im just waiting here..
If anything else makes it worse,
Its the fact that we rarely meet.
The short moments we do,
I try to make it sweet..
Wow.. I cant believe I just wrote the above poem. Haha, it took me a minute and hey, its not so bad. Yeah well, I guess stuff like these come at random times.
Anyway, I was in a good mood today. The same couldnt be said for Hanafiah who was very quite today except during Malay class.
Ok, back to the start. I was in a good mood with good reason. Its Friday! The most awesomest day of the week. Its when you spend half a day in a school and the other half elsewhere. Its somewhat like during the weekends but with the assurance that you'll meet your friends.
So okay... the Arabic Program today by the S5 Cordovians was quite short. It ended at about 8.10am.. with 15min remaining, Ustd Azhari used the time to talk of some matters.
The next 3 and a half hours, I was slightly disappointed but I didnt bother much. I just kept looking up, thinking of the good things and just chill.
Friday prayers insued and later, I supervised and also helped in arranging the tables in class. Luqman Nur and Muhammad were downstairs with Abdul Aziz. They were waiting for me at the canteen. Meanwhile, upstairs, I was having a good time. I felt so good just standing at the corridor, laughing at people and also talking, waving, the sort. About 20min later, Muhammad went up and called for me. Sigh.. and so I went down to the canteen. While buying some drinks, Husnina asked me my Maths score. Here's how it went..
Husnina: Abdullah, maths test dapat brape? 24?
Me: Nope..
Husnina: 25???
Me: Nope, lower..
Husnina: 23?
Me: Lower..
Husnina: 22?
Me: Lower..
Husnina: 21?
Me: Lower..
Husnina: 20???
Me: Lower..
Husnina: *Stares blankly into my face*.. seriously?! dapat brape?
Me: 17..
Sorry to Husnina (Haha!) for wasting your time. Yeah, Im getting bad in Maths. Fyi, the maths test was upon 25 marks.. Haizz, I need to buck up.. on ALL subjects!
Okaaaaayy.. back to the guys. Luqman Nur, Abdul Rahman Abd Aziz, Muhammad, Abdul Aziz and I went to play basketball and waveboard. However, when we arrived at the court, it was full so we decided to play at the carpark.
I had the best time with Luqman Nur and Abdul Aziz. For once, they were playing soccer with me! Woohoo! Yeah, it was awesome! After playing, we went to Aziz's house and rested. After performing our 'Asr prayers, we watched the most eye-opening Survivor episode ever. Heroes vs. Villains! Haha, and there was this hilarious part and I was like.. "OMG!"
So thats it from me today..
Wassalam..
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Just Sing!
What a relief it is..
Finally, the Science AHA is over! *Phew*
I was so flustered in the morning, anxious if everything I did would work. Fortunately, I had help from my friends. With the aid of Albukhari, Abdul Rahman Abd Rahim, Ziyan, Hazwan and Luqman Hakim, the whole thing turned out okay. Yeah, Im just gonna leave it at 'okay'..
Anyway, today was singing day for me! Yeah, and let me tell you.. it has been an awesome day!
For the first 2/3 of the day, I sang in class (To myself, of course)..
It helped me stay awake during those oh so dull moments when I cant keep my head straight. Haha, yes, singing is my way of staying up.. :D
On the last hour of school, Cikgu Iskandar talked to the class of our current standards and our tarnished reputation. I felt a bit at fault as I am the head of the class. Sigh.. Oh, what pain it brings to my heart.
After school, I spent the time between the end of assembly and 'Asr prayers to just hang out at a corner at the 2nd storey. It was quite nice having some alone time to think and reflect. Somebody saw from afar.. very far away. Haha, "emo session" issit?
So then, after performing my 'Asr prayers, Luqman Nur and I did some revisions at the canteen. At about 6pm, we left.. I also slept in the bus and missed my stop but it was only by a station.
Hehe, so yeah, today was fun! Tomorrow, Mr Izzad is coming back from reservist. Yay!
Welcome back.. :D
Wassalam..
Finally, the Science AHA is over! *Phew*
I was so flustered in the morning, anxious if everything I did would work. Fortunately, I had help from my friends. With the aid of Albukhari, Abdul Rahman Abd Rahim, Ziyan, Hazwan and Luqman Hakim, the whole thing turned out okay. Yeah, Im just gonna leave it at 'okay'..
Anyway, today was singing day for me! Yeah, and let me tell you.. it has been an awesome day!
For the first 2/3 of the day, I sang in class (To myself, of course)..
It helped me stay awake during those oh so dull moments when I cant keep my head straight. Haha, yes, singing is my way of staying up.. :D
On the last hour of school, Cikgu Iskandar talked to the class of our current standards and our tarnished reputation. I felt a bit at fault as I am the head of the class. Sigh.. Oh, what pain it brings to my heart.
After school, I spent the time between the end of assembly and 'Asr prayers to just hang out at a corner at the 2nd storey. It was quite nice having some alone time to think and reflect. Somebody saw from afar.. very far away. Haha, "emo session" issit?
So then, after performing my 'Asr prayers, Luqman Nur and I did some revisions at the canteen. At about 6pm, we left.. I also slept in the bus and missed my stop but it was only by a station.
Hehe, so yeah, today was fun! Tomorrow, Mr Izzad is coming back from reservist. Yay!
Welcome back.. :D
Wassalam..
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Dull
You know what I hate the most in the morning? Having to listen to cases of our students misbehaving. No no.. no faults on the teachers. But what the students did really make it a bad day for the rest of us.
Really.. what is SO good about smoking? Let me tell you, most of the guys in my family smoke. And its so annoying when they all have a merry time smoking and talking and Im at the side, coughing and gasping for breath. I tell them off.. do they listen to me? Pfft, of course not! They're adults!
But in this situation Im talking about, its students. God forbid that I should ever take up such bad habits.. Anyway, the previous day, there was a kind of spot-check amongst the S3's and the teachers found a packet of cigarettes. Dude, uncool.. :(
Sigh.. but Im not here to preach for pages and pages. Nope, I just feel that its an atrocious attitude and a bad image for a student who comes from a religious school that smokes. Really, its that much a turn-off to me..
Anyway.. How would you say my day turned out?
Haha, luckily.. it wasnt so bad. I quite enjoyed most of the classes and lessons, especially Lughah. I had to write seven sentences from seven words and my work wasnt so bad. The best part was that Ustd Salehin acknowledged it and praised me.. :D
Towards the end of the day, it got quite depressing when everyone left. Thankful that Muhammad was there to make the afternoon interesting.. (Haha!)
We splashed each other with water seeing as there was nothing else to do. To be truthful, I was waiting for Mr Muneer. However, he was in a meeting and he was umm.. *resting*
You owe me one, sir! Haha XDD! Umm.. oh, yeah, I think that the Science AHA for S4A aint gonna be grand but its gonna be something.
Hope that everything turns out ok for tomorrow and the day after.. :D
Please come to school.. :D
Wassalam..
Really.. what is SO good about smoking? Let me tell you, most of the guys in my family smoke. And its so annoying when they all have a merry time smoking and talking and Im at the side, coughing and gasping for breath. I tell them off.. do they listen to me? Pfft, of course not! They're adults!
But in this situation Im talking about, its students. God forbid that I should ever take up such bad habits.. Anyway, the previous day, there was a kind of spot-check amongst the S3's and the teachers found a packet of cigarettes. Dude, uncool.. :(
Sigh.. but Im not here to preach for pages and pages. Nope, I just feel that its an atrocious attitude and a bad image for a student who comes from a religious school that smokes. Really, its that much a turn-off to me..
Anyway.. How would you say my day turned out?
Haha, luckily.. it wasnt so bad. I quite enjoyed most of the classes and lessons, especially Lughah. I had to write seven sentences from seven words and my work wasnt so bad. The best part was that Ustd Salehin acknowledged it and praised me.. :D
Towards the end of the day, it got quite depressing when everyone left. Thankful that Muhammad was there to make the afternoon interesting.. (Haha!)
We splashed each other with water seeing as there was nothing else to do. To be truthful, I was waiting for Mr Muneer. However, he was in a meeting and he was umm.. *resting*
You owe me one, sir! Haha XDD! Umm.. oh, yeah, I think that the Science AHA for S4A aint gonna be grand but its gonna be something.
Hope that everything turns out ok for tomorrow and the day after.. :D
Please come to school.. :D
Wassalam..
Monday, February 8, 2010
Charging Batteries
I was a robot for the whole day.. *Beep beep*
Yes, and now I need my battery charged! Haha XDD!
Okay.. well, today was a.. very.. very.. normal day. My hands still ache from writing notes for Fiqh, Tafsir and Tauhid. Gosh, its been a bore.
To make things worse, Mr Izzad is away at Reservist for 4 days and will be back on Friday.. Its ok. To pass the time, I'll just keep writing more notes.. sheesh
CA1 is upon us and I have to start revisions. Gotta get my.. get my.. get my head in the game! Concentrate!
Oh.. and I found out that some of my teachers know about my blog. This blog.. (Assalamualaikum, teachers!).. Haha, I dont mind. As long as no rule is imposed on my blog, Im fine. After all, I am human and I do have problems. This is where I let it out.
Lastly, umm.. well, just so everyone knows, I am free always after school from Monday till Thursday. So whatever it is, you need help, you can find me at the canteen, Insya Allah.
Cant wait to watch 'Percy Jackson' (anyone wanna come with?) and also awaiting Mr Izzad to come back. Heard there's gonna be an IT show next month. Think I'll check it out.. :D
Wassalam..
Yes, and now I need my battery charged! Haha XDD!
Okay.. well, today was a.. very.. very.. normal day. My hands still ache from writing notes for Fiqh, Tafsir and Tauhid. Gosh, its been a bore.
To make things worse, Mr Izzad is away at Reservist for 4 days and will be back on Friday.. Its ok. To pass the time, I'll just keep writing more notes.. sheesh
CA1 is upon us and I have to start revisions. Gotta get my.. get my.. get my head in the game! Concentrate!
Oh.. and I found out that some of my teachers know about my blog. This blog.. (Assalamualaikum, teachers!).. Haha, I dont mind. As long as no rule is imposed on my blog, Im fine. After all, I am human and I do have problems. This is where I let it out.
Lastly, umm.. well, just so everyone knows, I am free always after school from Monday till Thursday. So whatever it is, you need help, you can find me at the canteen, Insya Allah.
Cant wait to watch 'Percy Jackson' (anyone wanna come with?) and also awaiting Mr Izzad to come back. Heard there's gonna be an IT show next month. Think I'll check it out.. :D
Wassalam..
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Come & Go
Im so so.. confused right now.
Somehow, I feel so enraged and at the same time, I feel happy. Not to mention bitter and just plain sad.
Thankfully, today was a good day.
I woke up at around 8.30 in the morning. Gritting my teeth, I quickly woke up and got ready to leave the house. I chose to wear my light-blue, long-sleeved shirt today along with the usual dark blue jeans. Packed my 'Red Angel' and left for school. On the way, I met Sis Sakinah who was particularly nice when meeting.. :D
I arrived at Irsyad just as it reached a quarter to nine. Before handing in my Physics worksheet, I checked the paper beforehand. I copied my answers to Muhammad's papers since I was the one writing when we did our practical experiments. I gave it to Mdm Surianah who was present at the time and then, I went to Muhajirin Mosque to do my Dhuha prayers.
At around 10am, I reached Bishan Harmony Park and met Luqman Nur and Haziq. A few minutes later, Ruzaini arrived. Abdul Aziz couldnt come.. And Mr Izzad was busy till 12.
At the skatepark, we watched a couple of awesome skateboarders. I saw the Chinese dude who usually skates here and we greeted each other. And I have to tell you.. it was freaking hot today!
Long story short, we played till around 12. At that point, Luqman Nur left cause his parents were bringing him to go eat somewhere. So, it was just the 3 of us that were left. We walked to school and then, Haziq parted cause he was going elsewhere (Woodlands, to be specific).
So anyway, it was left with me and Ruzaini. We met up with Mr Izzad and some of the boys present at school. Played till Zuhr prayers until which Ruzaini departed after that.
So then.. it was Mr Izzad and I, along with six S2 students. I got to ride Ruzaini's skateboard since he pleaded with me to bring it home. It was quite fun and I got pretty good.. :D
After about an 2 hours, it was left to Mr Izzad and I, along with Syafiq, 'Ali Mukmin and Abdul Quddus. We talked about stuff and it was quite good. We enjoyed the cool breeze which enveloped itself around us. The quiet atmosphere of an empty school made my mind feel calm and serene.
Seeing that everyone was tired, Mr Izzad and I went to buy some drinks at the mini mart. I rode my waveboard and Mr Izzad his skateboard. We talked along the way of current situations and a heavy load seemed to be lifted off my chest. Im glad I have someone who cares.
Went back to school and shared the drinks. Moments later, the boys left and so I helped Mr Izzad in packing his stuff. Mr Izzad headed to Queenstown and I went back to the mosque to perform my 'Asr prayers.
Today.. I was the last Irsyadian to leave the school..
Wassalam..
P.S. What I've been hearing lately are like bullets to the heart..
Somehow, I feel so enraged and at the same time, I feel happy. Not to mention bitter and just plain sad.
Thankfully, today was a good day.
I woke up at around 8.30 in the morning. Gritting my teeth, I quickly woke up and got ready to leave the house. I chose to wear my light-blue, long-sleeved shirt today along with the usual dark blue jeans. Packed my 'Red Angel' and left for school. On the way, I met Sis Sakinah who was particularly nice when meeting.. :D
I arrived at Irsyad just as it reached a quarter to nine. Before handing in my Physics worksheet, I checked the paper beforehand. I copied my answers to Muhammad's papers since I was the one writing when we did our practical experiments. I gave it to Mdm Surianah who was present at the time and then, I went to Muhajirin Mosque to do my Dhuha prayers.
At around 10am, I reached Bishan Harmony Park and met Luqman Nur and Haziq. A few minutes later, Ruzaini arrived. Abdul Aziz couldnt come.. And Mr Izzad was busy till 12.
At the skatepark, we watched a couple of awesome skateboarders. I saw the Chinese dude who usually skates here and we greeted each other. And I have to tell you.. it was freaking hot today!
Long story short, we played till around 12. At that point, Luqman Nur left cause his parents were bringing him to go eat somewhere. So, it was just the 3 of us that were left. We walked to school and then, Haziq parted cause he was going elsewhere (Woodlands, to be specific).
So anyway, it was left with me and Ruzaini. We met up with Mr Izzad and some of the boys present at school. Played till Zuhr prayers until which Ruzaini departed after that.
So then.. it was Mr Izzad and I, along with six S2 students. I got to ride Ruzaini's skateboard since he pleaded with me to bring it home. It was quite fun and I got pretty good.. :D
After about an 2 hours, it was left to Mr Izzad and I, along with Syafiq, 'Ali Mukmin and Abdul Quddus. We talked about stuff and it was quite good. We enjoyed the cool breeze which enveloped itself around us. The quiet atmosphere of an empty school made my mind feel calm and serene.
Seeing that everyone was tired, Mr Izzad and I went to buy some drinks at the mini mart. I rode my waveboard and Mr Izzad his skateboard. We talked along the way of current situations and a heavy load seemed to be lifted off my chest. Im glad I have someone who cares.
Went back to school and shared the drinks. Moments later, the boys left and so I helped Mr Izzad in packing his stuff. Mr Izzad headed to Queenstown and I went back to the mosque to perform my 'Asr prayers.
Today.. I was the last Irsyadian to leave the school..
Wassalam..
P.S. What I've been hearing lately are like bullets to the heart..
Friday, February 5, 2010
It's all Arabic!
Poems are very nice but its hard to come up with one.
Anyway, I had a really harrowing day today. I thought about a lot of stuff.. people figured I was being moody. Perhaps I was.
It wasnt all bad, though. The Arabic Debate in the morning was pretty good. I understood half of what they spoke, owing to the fact that I was with them during preparations. In Maths class, I learned and applied the Sine Rule on some assignments Mr Izzad gave out. However, he shed some news with us.. saying that he wont be in for the next week due to his Reservist "Callback". Instead, it was going to be Mr Rahamat's daughter who will be teaching us. Fine, I guess..
I did some revisions during Tafsir and Mustolah Hadith. Later, during Malay period, the whole class discussed on our debate topics. Sadly, we only have the chance of debating in class. Its because our class got pulled out due to STE. Sigh..
Contact time was the best! We danced and sang and practised the Nasyeed for our upcoming Arabic Program. On the plus side, Cikgu Iskandar brought along his barber instruments and set up his own booth. Haha, he was kind enough to help cut some of the people's hair which were getting a bit too long. I got mine cut.. :D
After the haircut, I washed my head in the toilet with the other guys who also got their hair cut. Then, I went for my Friday prayers.
After school, I was intending to watch the S4 Arabic Debate.. in my class! However, Abdul Aziz came to Irsyad and I was forced to make a decision. In the end, the debate ended and well, I missed it. Nevermind..
Muhammad, Luqman Nur, Abdul Aziz and I went to play basketball at his (Aziz) house. Unfortunately, it rained and a slight "duststorm" caused by the construction site nearby forced us to leave and play with the waveboards instead at the carpark.
I didnt feel like playing so I just sat down and listened to some songs.. Then, I read something which made my day bad. Im not gonna tell you what it is but my emotions cascaded and flowed everywhere. Went back to Abdul Aziz's house to relax and pray and then we went home.
Fyi, its the Mukhayyam for P5 and S5 today so its pretty dull. I miss my S5 sisters.. haha, yeah. I myself cant wait for my own batches' Mukhayyam which is in two weeks.
Not forgetting the Science AHA thing. I gotta be in charge and organise a group and come up with an idea. Mr Muneer kindly suggested a 'homemade rocket'. I was cool with it. Now I just need to find the materials..
Time check.. its around 11+ and hey, its not so bad since I have someone on the other side.. =)
Wassalam..
Anyway, I had a really harrowing day today. I thought about a lot of stuff.. people figured I was being moody. Perhaps I was.
It wasnt all bad, though. The Arabic Debate in the morning was pretty good. I understood half of what they spoke, owing to the fact that I was with them during preparations. In Maths class, I learned and applied the Sine Rule on some assignments Mr Izzad gave out. However, he shed some news with us.. saying that he wont be in for the next week due to his Reservist "Callback". Instead, it was going to be Mr Rahamat's daughter who will be teaching us. Fine, I guess..
I did some revisions during Tafsir and Mustolah Hadith. Later, during Malay period, the whole class discussed on our debate topics. Sadly, we only have the chance of debating in class. Its because our class got pulled out due to STE. Sigh..
Contact time was the best! We danced and sang and practised the Nasyeed for our upcoming Arabic Program. On the plus side, Cikgu Iskandar brought along his barber instruments and set up his own booth. Haha, he was kind enough to help cut some of the people's hair which were getting a bit too long. I got mine cut.. :D
After the haircut, I washed my head in the toilet with the other guys who also got their hair cut. Then, I went for my Friday prayers.
After school, I was intending to watch the S4 Arabic Debate.. in my class! However, Abdul Aziz came to Irsyad and I was forced to make a decision. In the end, the debate ended and well, I missed it. Nevermind..
Muhammad, Luqman Nur, Abdul Aziz and I went to play basketball at his (Aziz) house. Unfortunately, it rained and a slight "duststorm" caused by the construction site nearby forced us to leave and play with the waveboards instead at the carpark.
I didnt feel like playing so I just sat down and listened to some songs.. Then, I read something which made my day bad. Im not gonna tell you what it is but my emotions cascaded and flowed everywhere. Went back to Abdul Aziz's house to relax and pray and then we went home.
Fyi, its the Mukhayyam for P5 and S5 today so its pretty dull. I miss my S5 sisters.. haha, yeah. I myself cant wait for my own batches' Mukhayyam which is in two weeks.
Not forgetting the Science AHA thing. I gotta be in charge and organise a group and come up with an idea. Mr Muneer kindly suggested a 'homemade rocket'. I was cool with it. Now I just need to find the materials..
Time check.. its around 11+ and hey, its not so bad since I have someone on the other side.. =)
Wassalam..
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Talks
I feel so down and I terribly miss hanging out with my close friends. Frankly speaking, I wish I could ALL of them a big hug!
I had a good day today, even though things didnt go as I hoped it to be. Nahu class with Ustd Salehin went smoothly. However, he did say that I was losing my positive energy in class. Haha, he seems to know the reason.
Oh, and I made a poem during English lesson. It was pretty sweet, as others called it. Majority of my class members wrote about love. Not surprising since its a whole class of boys.. :D
During Insya', Ustd Abdus Salam talked about the students of Irsyad. So far, there've been reports where students criticise their teachers on Facebook and on their blogs. I find this very disturbing as its hard to imagine for a student to talk of bad things of their teachers. Its just sad. But it is within reason. He continued about BGR next and explained the context of BGR.
He made me open my eyes a bit to the wider picture and I thank him.
Later on, after school, I hung out with the Arabic Debaters and kinda gave my ideas for their upcoming debate. Hanisah and 'Arif were there too to assist. Well, it was all fun and games. Afterwards, Luqman Nur, Luqman Hakim, Ruzaini, Ali and I talked to Ustd Salehin at the canteen. We talked about lots of things including the school, exams and BGR.. (Haha!)
We stopped at around 6.40pm and thanked Ustd Salehin for sacrificing his time to talk with us. Arrived home just in the nick of time, just as Maghrib prayers commenced..
Wassalam..
I had a good day today, even though things didnt go as I hoped it to be. Nahu class with Ustd Salehin went smoothly. However, he did say that I was losing my positive energy in class. Haha, he seems to know the reason.
Oh, and I made a poem during English lesson. It was pretty sweet, as others called it. Majority of my class members wrote about love. Not surprising since its a whole class of boys.. :D
During Insya', Ustd Abdus Salam talked about the students of Irsyad. So far, there've been reports where students criticise their teachers on Facebook and on their blogs. I find this very disturbing as its hard to imagine for a student to talk of bad things of their teachers. Its just sad. But it is within reason. He continued about BGR next and explained the context of BGR.
He made me open my eyes a bit to the wider picture and I thank him.
Later on, after school, I hung out with the Arabic Debaters and kinda gave my ideas for their upcoming debate. Hanisah and 'Arif were there too to assist. Well, it was all fun and games. Afterwards, Luqman Nur, Luqman Hakim, Ruzaini, Ali and I talked to Ustd Salehin at the canteen. We talked about lots of things including the school, exams and BGR.. (Haha!)
We stopped at around 6.40pm and thanked Ustd Salehin for sacrificing his time to talk with us. Arrived home just in the nick of time, just as Maghrib prayers commenced..
Wassalam..
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Hope
Hmm.. poetry?
Im thinking of maybe writing some poems. Just today, Mr Esmadi touched on some poems and also told us its uses. Im kinda wondering how a girl (random girl) would react to receiving a poem? Hmm.. *Wanders off*
Well, anyway, I was a bit frustrated today. The sarcasm level in my class is being turned up a notch and yes, Im a victim. Besides the fact that I am constantly thinking of some other important things, I have to put up with silly remarks and annoying reactions which would otherwise make so fed up if they werent my friends. Sigh..
On the lighter side, my mood swings have lessened. This is kinda good.. but its not assured to be mood-less forever.
Lastly, I hope..
Im thinking of maybe writing some poems. Just today, Mr Esmadi touched on some poems and also told us its uses. Im kinda wondering how a girl (random girl) would react to receiving a poem? Hmm.. *Wanders off*
Well, anyway, I was a bit frustrated today. The sarcasm level in my class is being turned up a notch and yes, Im a victim. Besides the fact that I am constantly thinking of some other important things, I have to put up with silly remarks and annoying reactions which would otherwise make so fed up if they werent my friends. Sigh..
On the lighter side, my mood swings have lessened. This is kinda good.. but its not assured to be mood-less forever.
Lastly, I hope..
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Aiman's Birthday
I wish I could write as good as Abdul Aziz. Or as creative as Shazaa. My entries just seem so freaking dull anyway.. sigh..
I felt really free today at school. Even though things werent 100% going my way, it kinda solved its own dilemma on its own.
I got to be Bilal for today.. hehe, simple enough. Oh, and I found experiments in the lab during Physics to be very fun.
My class celebrated Aiman's birthday today at the canteen. The cake was scrumptious! (Happy 16th B'day!!!) and later, I went home alone.. but it wasnt all bad since I had someone on the line :D (Shifa', hope you like the presents!)
Im hoping that the March holidays come soon so I can go out again with Shazaa and the others.. :D
Really missing Abdul Aziz and "Johanna" (Nickname I gave to someone) and also being with my lovely friends on good terms.
Wassalam..
P.S. I miss being with you 0_0"
I felt really free today at school. Even though things werent 100% going my way, it kinda solved its own dilemma on its own.
I got to be Bilal for today.. hehe, simple enough. Oh, and I found experiments in the lab during Physics to be very fun.
My class celebrated Aiman's birthday today at the canteen. The cake was scrumptious! (Happy 16th B'day!!!) and later, I went home alone.. but it wasnt all bad since I had someone on the line :D (Shifa', hope you like the presents!)
Im hoping that the March holidays come soon so I can go out again with Shazaa and the others.. :D
Really missing Abdul Aziz and "Johanna" (Nickname I gave to someone) and also being with my lovely friends on good terms.
Wassalam..
P.S. I miss being with you 0_0"
Monday, February 1, 2010
Hot & Cool
Fact of the day: Shaakira is hot and Im stuck with being cool!
Haha, its funny how conversations can get sooo sooo weird! I was really hyper today! Chirpy, jumpy, crazy.. all that. I owe Shifa' a gift and I did get her something.. :D
The day was quite fine today. I was in a good mood with good thoughts.
However, one thing's been on my mind lately. I kinda get the feeling that everything's piling up on me. I frequently get selected to be group leader of something it feels all so sudden! Haha, but hey, if this is taqdiir of Allah s.w.t... then I shall accept it.
*Yawn*
I better get back to my Physics assignment.
Wassalam...
Haha, its funny how conversations can get sooo sooo weird! I was really hyper today! Chirpy, jumpy, crazy.. all that. I owe Shifa' a gift and I did get her something.. :D
The day was quite fine today. I was in a good mood with good thoughts.
However, one thing's been on my mind lately. I kinda get the feeling that everything's piling up on me. I frequently get selected to be group leader of something it feels all so sudden! Haha, but hey, if this is taqdiir of Allah s.w.t... then I shall accept it.
*Yawn*
I better get back to my Physics assignment.
Wassalam...
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