Literally speaking, I think Im suffering in class.. Yes, I think I am. Nahu revisions with the class was a major "could-have-broken-down" moment. Surprisingly, Ilyas mustve sapped all my energy cause he was sooooo hyper! Hahaha, it was weird seeing him that way..
Besides that, the whole day dragged. I dont know how Im ever going to get my mojo in time for the upcoming exams. Gosh, I dont have anything to look forward to..
Lets see.. I have my Prelims in about a month. STE in around 2 months. O Level preps during December. More O Level preps and revisions next year and then, the exam itself. Oh, and nearly all my dear friends are either busy or occupied, as I should be. Darn..
Back to today.. Well, I stayed back till Maghrib cause I had a nice conversation with him during the afternoon. Afterwards, Mr Izzad and I, along with Farid, Helmi and Bukhari had dinner at school. The canteen owner had extra food so they graciously offered it to us.. It was quite fun with the nice company and the serene atmosphere..
On the way home, we talked about our "love lives" and somehow or rather, I always get blamed as the bad guy. Hahaha, its soooo unfair. Thats what I call not keeping up with time.. Anyway, I guess I better put that aside and concentrate on the matter at hand. Time is precious and I dont wanna waste anymore than I have..
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Stand-down
After much waiting, the academic stand-down has finally started. Just today, word was told of our upcoming timetables and such, including our preparations for STE. For me, Im quite.. how dyou say.. not really supportive of the programme. I do appreciate the total halt of our academic lessons but unfortunately, the teachers found some way to section our batch into groups and make everything less.. easy.
I dont really wanna start off in such a negative way. Much time has been spent on other things and I know, deep down, that the time for any neccessary revisions is now. But then again.. They just make it so complicated. Thanks very much..
Oh well.. Just today, Ustd Salehin showed my class a slideshow about achieving high. In general, it was all about being positive and having the right mentality. Yeah sure, I kinda agree with him. One quote really held me.. "Mental obsession manifests into physical achievements"
Okaaay.. now that all this drama is over. Its time to get working.. Prelims are starting in a month from now, by my count. And STE? Well.. lets just see how Prelims turn out before thinking about that.. One thing I can say is that.. I CAN DO THIS!
I dont really wanna start off in such a negative way. Much time has been spent on other things and I know, deep down, that the time for any neccessary revisions is now. But then again.. They just make it so complicated. Thanks very much..
Oh well.. Just today, Ustd Salehin showed my class a slideshow about achieving high. In general, it was all about being positive and having the right mentality. Yeah sure, I kinda agree with him. One quote really held me.. "Mental obsession manifests into physical achievements"
Okaaay.. now that all this drama is over. Its time to get working.. Prelims are starting in a month from now, by my count. And STE? Well.. lets just see how Prelims turn out before thinking about that.. One thing I can say is that.. I CAN DO THIS!
Monday, June 28, 2010
Changes
It seems a lot of close friends are moving up in this world, huh? Well, if you havent heard, Ilyas, Danish and Helmi were picked to join the new SL exco members. Aint that sweet? Hope they make the best of what they've got..
The start of the term didnt make much of an impact. In fact, I had mixed feelings. Im in conflict with myself and the people and things around me. Gosh, wish this anxiety would just disappear. For now, I .. am being .. quite passive.
All the future hurdles seem so close and well, I gotta make sure I strive for the best.. Perhaps one day, my paradise will materialise.. Insya Allah
The start of the term didnt make much of an impact. In fact, I had mixed feelings. Im in conflict with myself and the people and things around me. Gosh, wish this anxiety would just disappear. For now, I .. am being .. quite passive.
All the future hurdles seem so close and well, I gotta make sure I strive for the best.. Perhaps one day, my paradise will materialise.. Insya Allah
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Cleaning Up
Mama told me.. "If you wanna do good, start from the source". I guess this has many meanings but err.. I'll just tell you my part of it.
Well today, I finally started to clean my room. Believe me, I get very touchy when it comes to throwing away my own belongings. In fact, it took me a whole day to just fill 2 bags with garbage. I still think my room is full of rubbish though..
I dont know why but Im rather lazy when it comes to cleaning up my room. In class, no sweat. But my room has always been my weak area. So from now on, I hope to clean up as much of my room as I can.. where there's time, of course.
At night, I saw a beautiful moon. It had an eerie glow.. which was so romantic. But anyway, the night was filled with laughter. My parents and I watched 'Mr Bean's Holiday'. It was hilarious.. Makes me think whether I should go somewhere.. Oh well
Oh, and welcome back, Shazaa!
Well today, I finally started to clean my room. Believe me, I get very touchy when it comes to throwing away my own belongings. In fact, it took me a whole day to just fill 2 bags with garbage. I still think my room is full of rubbish though..
I dont know why but Im rather lazy when it comes to cleaning up my room. In class, no sweat. But my room has always been my weak area. So from now on, I hope to clean up as much of my room as I can.. where there's time, of course.
At night, I saw a beautiful moon. It had an eerie glow.. which was so romantic. But anyway, the night was filled with laughter. My parents and I watched 'Mr Bean's Holiday'. It was hilarious.. Makes me think whether I should go somewhere.. Oh well
Oh, and welcome back, Shazaa!
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Under the Sun
I've been looking at most of the Irsyadian bloggers and one of them caught my attention. I particularly liked Husnina's blog, with good reason. Her entries were filled with reminders and lessons of Allah. From her blog, I learned many things and I hope that one day, I might catch people's eyes with my entries..
Well anyway, for the past 2 days, I have been out under the sun playing sports. On Thursday, the crew and I performed our Friday prayers at Muhajirin Mosque, where afterwards, we went to McDonalds for lunch. I couldnt stop staring at them, eating away all their food. Weird, huh?
We parted ways with Luqman Hakim after lunch. Together with Aziz, Luqman Nur and Haziq, we went to the basketball court at Braddell. Met with our Alumni.. Luqman, Irshad and Shaheed. We had a spectacular game. Sorry to the people living in the area.. I get quite competitive during basketball matches..
After the game, we bade goodbye to Haziq and went back to Muhajirin. There, we did our 'Asr prayers and then sat in front of the mosque, talking. It was quite fun and all. At home, I watched Michael Jackson's 'This Is It' on HBO and later, his concert on Channel 5. Gee, I do miss him.. And fast forward.. Its Saturday
Unfortunately, I woke up late today and so I arrived late to school. I was supposed to help take pictures for the Harmony Games at Irsyad but when I arrived, the whole event was over. Hahaha! Oh well.. There was Bukhari, Ruzaini, Abdul Rahman Rahim, Rifqi, Helmi and some other S2 boys. We played a game of soccer and heeeyyy, I scored a lot! Ruzaini nicknamed me 'old-timer'..
Afterwards, I went home and met my cousins. Again, I went out to the street soccer court and played soccer with them. What a great way to spend the weekends. And tomorrow.. I think Im going to clean out the room. Insya Allah..
P.S. I still owe you a story, Ms Caramel ;D
Well anyway, for the past 2 days, I have been out under the sun playing sports. On Thursday, the crew and I performed our Friday prayers at Muhajirin Mosque, where afterwards, we went to McDonalds for lunch. I couldnt stop staring at them, eating away all their food. Weird, huh?
We parted ways with Luqman Hakim after lunch. Together with Aziz, Luqman Nur and Haziq, we went to the basketball court at Braddell. Met with our Alumni.. Luqman, Irshad and Shaheed. We had a spectacular game. Sorry to the people living in the area.. I get quite competitive during basketball matches..
After the game, we bade goodbye to Haziq and went back to Muhajirin. There, we did our 'Asr prayers and then sat in front of the mosque, talking. It was quite fun and all. At home, I watched Michael Jackson's 'This Is It' on HBO and later, his concert on Channel 5. Gee, I do miss him.. And fast forward.. Its Saturday
Unfortunately, I woke up late today and so I arrived late to school. I was supposed to help take pictures for the Harmony Games at Irsyad but when I arrived, the whole event was over. Hahaha! Oh well.. There was Bukhari, Ruzaini, Abdul Rahman Rahim, Rifqi, Helmi and some other S2 boys. We played a game of soccer and heeeyyy, I scored a lot! Ruzaini nicknamed me 'old-timer'..
Afterwards, I went home and met my cousins. Again, I went out to the street soccer court and played soccer with them. What a great way to spend the weekends. And tomorrow.. I think Im going to clean out the room. Insya Allah..
P.S. I still owe you a story, Ms Caramel ;D
Thursday, June 24, 2010
History Lessons
After returning back from today's excursion, somehow.. I feel more proud of myself. Cause you see, today, we went to Bukit Chandu. There, we explored a museum about World War 2, the Japanese occupation and the Malay Regiment led by the famous Lieutenant Adnan.
It was brilliant! Everyone watched a short film about the attack on Singapore. Boy, it mustve been scary. It made me realise how lucky I am right now. Further on, we saw more exhibits, biodatas, diary records and more. It was quite interesting~
Then, we moved to another area and rested. We did some groupwork, writing down what we saw at the museum.. followed by picture-taking. Hehe, it was awesoooooome! We all posed around a tank sculpture but some of the guys, including me, climbed on top. It was amazing!
Went back home and err.. Well, I rested and then went home. I felt quite down on the way home, dunno why. Sigh.. I miss _______.
Fill in the blank with whatever you think Im missing. Heh, next week.. *gulp* school!!! O_O
It was brilliant! Everyone watched a short film about the attack on Singapore. Boy, it mustve been scary. It made me realise how lucky I am right now. Further on, we saw more exhibits, biodatas, diary records and more. It was quite interesting~
Then, we moved to another area and rested. We did some groupwork, writing down what we saw at the museum.. followed by picture-taking. Hehe, it was awesoooooome! We all posed around a tank sculpture but some of the guys, including me, climbed on top. It was amazing!
Went back home and err.. Well, I rested and then went home. I felt quite down on the way home, dunno why. Sigh.. I miss _______.
Fill in the blank with whatever you think Im missing. Heh, next week.. *gulp* school!!! O_O
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
A Journey to "Mac"
Im glad that I went to MacRitchie with Mr Izzad, Haziq and Abdul Rahman Rahim before.. Cause today, the walk seemed quite alright. Hahaha, considering we walked 3/2 of the journey the last time..
A few hours ago, me and my fellow schoolmates went to MacRitchie for an excursion, in light of our STE extra classes. I was quite pleased cause at least I knew the place. However, we got divided into groups. Each group had 1 guy and 4 girls in it. I was like.. O_o/T_T
But hey, my group members were nice. They consisted of Hannah, Adawiyah, Liyana and Syazreema. And oh, they all wore pink scarfs and PT shirts. So anyway, we walked to the treeop walkway. The journey was.. hahaha, quite noisy. The girls laughed a lot and as for me, I looked around for pictures to take. Lucky for me, lotsa animals came out and I got quite a lot^^
On the walkway, me and the guys rocked the walkway and it really moved from side to side. Hahaha, it was soooo hilarious! Then we went to Jelutong Tower, went up, took some pictures, went back down.. and walked all the way back to our arrival place. Just as we were about to reach the place, it started to rain heavily.. Gosh, I was scared for my camera..
Went back to school and hung out for a while. We took more photos and did our prayers afterwards. Went back home and uploaded the pictures on Facebook. Do look at them^^
On another note, my phone bill reached a $100.. with rebate. Man, Im glad the home phone just got fixed. So please.. to the people who call me, spare me a thought ^^
Thats about it, I guess.. Oh, and I bet Shazaa is in Bandung right now. I wonder what they drink there? Bandung??? xD
A few hours ago, me and my fellow schoolmates went to MacRitchie for an excursion, in light of our STE extra classes. I was quite pleased cause at least I knew the place. However, we got divided into groups. Each group had 1 guy and 4 girls in it. I was like.. O_o/T_T
But hey, my group members were nice. They consisted of Hannah, Adawiyah, Liyana and Syazreema. And oh, they all wore pink scarfs and PT shirts. So anyway, we walked to the treeop walkway. The journey was.. hahaha, quite noisy. The girls laughed a lot and as for me, I looked around for pictures to take. Lucky for me, lotsa animals came out and I got quite a lot^^
On the walkway, me and the guys rocked the walkway and it really moved from side to side. Hahaha, it was soooo hilarious! Then we went to Jelutong Tower, went up, took some pictures, went back down.. and walked all the way back to our arrival place. Just as we were about to reach the place, it started to rain heavily.. Gosh, I was scared for my camera..
Went back to school and hung out for a while. We took more photos and did our prayers afterwards. Went back home and uploaded the pictures on Facebook. Do look at them^^
On another note, my phone bill reached a $100.. with rebate. Man, Im glad the home phone just got fixed. So please.. to the people who call me, spare me a thought ^^
Thats about it, I guess.. Oh, and I bet Shazaa is in Bandung right now. I wonder what they drink there? Bandung??? xD
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Breezy
Praise be to Allah indeed.. the cool weather today was soooooo amazing! Heh, its the kinda weather I would usually spend lazing around somewhere. Gosh, it was a lot less vibrant wihout Ilyas beside. Though this time, Muhammad filled the empty seat..
The lesson was quite draggy and many, if not some, yawned a lot. After school, together with Bukhari and Farid, we met Mr Izzad at the canteen. We had quite a long conversation.. Oh, and get this.. To be eligibile to at least be nominated for SL Exco, you need to be in service for a year. Talk about a slap in the face.. Oh well
Nearly halfway into the convo, I walked out and stood at the bridge, brooding. But anyway, I was also there to enjoy the breeze. Later on, we did our Zuhr prayers and then went back home.. And so, I spent the remaining day playing games and watching some dance videos..
Tomorrow, Im having an excursion to MacRitchie with my S4 batch. And on the day after tomorrow, we're going to Bukit Chandu.. wherever that is.
So sorry, Shazaa. Wish I could see you off but I have my obligations. Just have fun aite? Take care then ;D
The lesson was quite draggy and many, if not some, yawned a lot. After school, together with Bukhari and Farid, we met Mr Izzad at the canteen. We had quite a long conversation.. Oh, and get this.. To be eligibile to at least be nominated for SL Exco, you need to be in service for a year. Talk about a slap in the face.. Oh well
Nearly halfway into the convo, I walked out and stood at the bridge, brooding. But anyway, I was also there to enjoy the breeze. Later on, we did our Zuhr prayers and then went back home.. And so, I spent the remaining day playing games and watching some dance videos..
Tomorrow, Im having an excursion to MacRitchie with my S4 batch. And on the day after tomorrow, we're going to Bukit Chandu.. wherever that is.
So sorry, Shazaa. Wish I could see you off but I have my obligations. Just have fun aite? Take care then ;D
Monday, June 21, 2010
Unbelievable
Heh, today was.. unbelievably unpredicated. Well, for starters, I arrived on school early, as ever. Sat at the mosque and then went for assembly. Classes, however, were.. aah.. quite hard to concentrate on. What with Ilyas and Umar moaning about being hungry, I couldnt help but get distracted along the way. Many times, in fact..
Aaahh.. But then again, I got to laugh again. Something which I havent done for quite a long time. But besides that, the lesson with Ustd Dzarif was alright. In fact, I quite liked him teaching. So when it came to the end of the school day, I was a bit unsure of what to do. Then, out of nowhere, Ruzaini and Abdul Rahman Rahim invited me to go watch a movie with the guys. Smiling graciously, I accepted their offer.
Together with Bukhari, Umar and Ali Imran, we all went to AMK Hub. The moment we reached Cathay, we saw loads and loads of people lining up to buy tickets. My jaw dropped.. momentarily. I was like.. are you sure we're gonna watch a movie???
Ignoring the hundreds of people there, we all lined, me being in front soas to talk to the ticket seller. We decided to watch 'Toy Story 3'! And lemme tell you.. it was awesome!!!
Even though the settings in the movie werent that outstanding, but the storyline was so well-written that we were all at the edge of our seats. Me in particular got so hooked on to the movie, I almost shouted during this one scene. Haha, it was a terrific show! Classic and off the hook!!
After the movie, we parted ways. Ali and Umar went back home while the rest of the guys went back to school. We did our Zuhr prayers and then laid back in class whilst waiting for soccer training. I wasnt part of the school team but I was just too tired to move. Bukhari slept in class and I thought of using the silence to revise but eventually, the cool breeze coming from outside lulled me to sleep..
Woke up and did my 'Asr prayers and met with the other soccer dudes. Then I went home, got my hair cut at the barber, watched 'Independance Day' and well.. now.. I am just waiting. Where are yoooooouuuuu? T_T
Aaahh.. But then again, I got to laugh again. Something which I havent done for quite a long time. But besides that, the lesson with Ustd Dzarif was alright. In fact, I quite liked him teaching. So when it came to the end of the school day, I was a bit unsure of what to do. Then, out of nowhere, Ruzaini and Abdul Rahman Rahim invited me to go watch a movie with the guys. Smiling graciously, I accepted their offer.
Together with Bukhari, Umar and Ali Imran, we all went to AMK Hub. The moment we reached Cathay, we saw loads and loads of people lining up to buy tickets. My jaw dropped.. momentarily. I was like.. are you sure we're gonna watch a movie???
Ignoring the hundreds of people there, we all lined, me being in front soas to talk to the ticket seller. We decided to watch 'Toy Story 3'! And lemme tell you.. it was awesome!!!
Even though the settings in the movie werent that outstanding, but the storyline was so well-written that we were all at the edge of our seats. Me in particular got so hooked on to the movie, I almost shouted during this one scene. Haha, it was a terrific show! Classic and off the hook!!After the movie, we parted ways. Ali and Umar went back home while the rest of the guys went back to school. We did our Zuhr prayers and then laid back in class whilst waiting for soccer training. I wasnt part of the school team but I was just too tired to move. Bukhari slept in class and I thought of using the silence to revise but eventually, the cool breeze coming from outside lulled me to sleep..
Woke up and did my 'Asr prayers and met with the other soccer dudes. Then I went home, got my hair cut at the barber, watched 'Independance Day' and well.. now.. I am just waiting. Where are yoooooouuuuu? T_T
Sunday, June 20, 2010
"Studying"
The closer it is to July, the more I fidget. I hate it when I just have to start studying forcibly. Okay, I think its good since I dont think I'll ever stop wasting time..
Well.. For the past 2 days, I've been watching a lot of movies. Lately, there have been a lot of good movies, either on HBO or Disney Channel or whatever other channel. Not to mention there's an Avatar Marathon on Nickelodeon. Heh, yeaahh.. I've done very little revisions..
On another note, for the past 2 days, I've been studying how to dance the Cha-cha-cha and the Salsa. Lucky there're tutorials on the net and gee.. I wish I could dance like the experts. As for me, I dont think I can do it well without a teacher but Im managing..
Reminder to self.. REVISIONS!!!
Well.. For the past 2 days, I've been watching a lot of movies. Lately, there have been a lot of good movies, either on HBO or Disney Channel or whatever other channel. Not to mention there's an Avatar Marathon on Nickelodeon. Heh, yeaahh.. I've done very little revisions..
On another note, for the past 2 days, I've been studying how to dance the Cha-cha-cha and the Salsa. Lucky there're tutorials on the net and gee.. I wish I could dance like the experts. As for me, I dont think I can do it well without a teacher but Im managing..
Reminder to self.. REVISIONS!!!
Friday, June 18, 2010
Reunion
Today was.. hehe, a good reunion. I met up with my good friends, Aziz, Haziq and the 2 Luqmans. It was a day to be remembered..
Like any other day during the holidays, I woke up quite late. Seeing that it was already 12pm, I got ready for Friday prayers. Fastforwards till after the Friday sermon and prayer, I met up with Luqman Nur, Luqman Hakim and Haziq at the void deck.
At that time, I didnt wanna leave just yet cause Mr Izzad wanted to skateboard there. And anyways, I had the intention of seeing some people. But oh well.. pitying Aziz, we gave salaam to Mr Izzad and went to Junction 8 to meet Aziz. There, we had something to eat and then moved out and headed for Good Speed Cyber Cafe.
All of us had planned to play 'Age of Empires 3' but some of the computers didnt have the game so Aziz switched. Luqman Nur and I didnt care for that so we both played 'Left 4 Dead 2'. Haha, I led Luqman Nur and my other game members and fought tons of zombies. It was awesome!
When time ended, Luqman Nur and I went to the others. Surprisingly, they added another hour to their turn so we had to wait for them. Man, AOE3 sure has some nice graphics. After we were done, we bade goodbye to Luqman Hakim and went to McDonalds. Talked for a while and then we went our separate ways. Aziz and I took Bus No. 88 whilst Haziq and Luqman Nur went another way.
I had a short conversation with Aziz, until it came time to say goodbye to him. I continued my journey back to Muhajirin Mosque and did my 'Asr prayers. On my way back to the bus stop, I saw the netball girls leaving.. Okaaaay, irrelevant. Went back home and played AOE2.
One upside though.. I got to revise some Tauhid topics during my outing with the guys. Awesome, huh? Well anyways, cant stop here. The revisions have got to continue..
Like any other day during the holidays, I woke up quite late. Seeing that it was already 12pm, I got ready for Friday prayers. Fastforwards till after the Friday sermon and prayer, I met up with Luqman Nur, Luqman Hakim and Haziq at the void deck.
At that time, I didnt wanna leave just yet cause Mr Izzad wanted to skateboard there. And anyways, I had the intention of seeing some people. But oh well.. pitying Aziz, we gave salaam to Mr Izzad and went to Junction 8 to meet Aziz. There, we had something to eat and then moved out and headed for Good Speed Cyber Cafe.
All of us had planned to play 'Age of Empires 3' but some of the computers didnt have the game so Aziz switched. Luqman Nur and I didnt care for that so we both played 'Left 4 Dead 2'. Haha, I led Luqman Nur and my other game members and fought tons of zombies. It was awesome!
When time ended, Luqman Nur and I went to the others. Surprisingly, they added another hour to their turn so we had to wait for them. Man, AOE3 sure has some nice graphics. After we were done, we bade goodbye to Luqman Hakim and went to McDonalds. Talked for a while and then we went our separate ways. Aziz and I took Bus No. 88 whilst Haziq and Luqman Nur went another way.
I had a short conversation with Aziz, until it came time to say goodbye to him. I continued my journey back to Muhajirin Mosque and did my 'Asr prayers. On my way back to the bus stop, I saw the netball girls leaving.. Okaaaay, irrelevant. Went back home and played AOE2.
One upside though.. I got to revise some Tauhid topics during my outing with the guys. Awesome, huh? Well anyways, cant stop here. The revisions have got to continue..
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Keeping Track
The more I think about it, the more I notice that there isnt a lot of time. Free time, I mean. In fact, in a few days, school is gonna start all over again. There's gonna be tons of work, followed by Prelims and STE and afterwards, End of Year Exams. Then, there's gonna be classes during December in preparation for O Levels. And then its gonna be studying throughout the year. Just great..
But then again, with these few moments left, I cant even summon the energy to even open a book. Gosh, Im feeling so depressed right now for soooooo many reasons. Im not eager to start school. Im not eager to do anything at all. I just wish I could turn back time to 2008.. when my good friends didnt have a major exam to sit for. Man.. Life is looking bleak, at the moment.
Furthermore, I just wanna say that I am . . . so miserable. Please oh please, I cant go on with life right now. My world is changing so rapidly I can barely keep pace. What I wanna do now is run away from everything and just keep on running. Sigh.. oh hey, my moodiness has returned. Welcome back..
Note to self. Remain conscious of my responsibilities. Work.. a lot. Exercise tawadhu amongst my friends and peers. Cherish the people around me. Work.. a lot more. Remember Allah s.w.t. always. Amru bil ma'ruf, Yanhaa 'anil mungkar.. And so the list goes on..
But then again, with these few moments left, I cant even summon the energy to even open a book. Gosh, Im feeling so depressed right now for soooooo many reasons. Im not eager to start school. Im not eager to do anything at all. I just wish I could turn back time to 2008.. when my good friends didnt have a major exam to sit for. Man.. Life is looking bleak, at the moment.
Furthermore, I just wanna say that I am . . . so miserable. Please oh please, I cant go on with life right now. My world is changing so rapidly I can barely keep pace. What I wanna do now is run away from everything and just keep on running. Sigh.. oh hey, my moodiness has returned. Welcome back..
Note to self. Remain conscious of my responsibilities. Work.. a lot. Exercise tawadhu amongst my friends and peers. Cherish the people around me. Work.. a lot more. Remember Allah s.w.t. always. Amru bil ma'ruf, Yanhaa 'anil mungkar.. And so the list goes on..
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Back In Sight
Cloud gazing gets repetitive after some time, y'know.. I cant help but feel sooooo bored at home. There's nothing much that can be done. Revisions? Hah, its not possible at home. So.. I've turned to calling my friends and such. It does get a bit weird and awkward sometimes but oh well.. Thats how I pass my time.
Today, I had an appointment at the hospital to do some check-ups. It was no biggie.. It ended at about 3pm so I decided to go to school. The bus ride from KK Hospital to school was quite nice. I got to sit at my favourite spot.. Anyway, I arrived at Braddell and I though.. "Hey, why dont I do I'tikaf at the mosque?" ... And so I did.
I waited for 'Asr prayers, after which I met up with the soccer boys. The moment I saw Farid and Bukhari, I gave them a huge hug. Well, at first, they went up to change but when they got to the field, they were told to wait because the girls were still playing netball. As for me, I sat the the canteen, drinking cola.
When the soccer training started, I watched them with enthusiasm.. only to get bored after half an hour. Haha, I walked around the school for a few times and then saw some of the netballers at the void deck, sitting down and talking, I guess. Not bothering them, I got back to the canteen and resumed watching the boys.
At about 6:55pm, I made my way to the mosque. Checked the void deck and it was empty. So then, I did my Maghrib prayers and after that, I waited for Bukhari and Farid to wash up. We went back home together, like good old times :)
On another note.. I think Im having a huuuuuge YET innocent crush on ... someone. Teehee~ Only Farid and Bukhari know.. and also Nisa. Well well.. I cant help but giggle everytime I think about her. Sigh.. This is so sweet. But hey, I know that it aint meant to be.. whatever, I dont care. I'll still like her anyway.. hehe ;D
Oh oh oh, and tomorrow.. Im gonna be meeting Farid and Bukhari. Its unconfirmed but yeah, hopefully I'll see them tomorrow. Also.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!! This girl is stuck in my mind! *giggles uncontrollably*
Today, I had an appointment at the hospital to do some check-ups. It was no biggie.. It ended at about 3pm so I decided to go to school. The bus ride from KK Hospital to school was quite nice. I got to sit at my favourite spot.. Anyway, I arrived at Braddell and I though.. "Hey, why dont I do I'tikaf at the mosque?" ... And so I did.
I waited for 'Asr prayers, after which I met up with the soccer boys. The moment I saw Farid and Bukhari, I gave them a huge hug. Well, at first, they went up to change but when they got to the field, they were told to wait because the girls were still playing netball. As for me, I sat the the canteen, drinking cola.
When the soccer training started, I watched them with enthusiasm.. only to get bored after half an hour. Haha, I walked around the school for a few times and then saw some of the netballers at the void deck, sitting down and talking, I guess. Not bothering them, I got back to the canteen and resumed watching the boys.
At about 6:55pm, I made my way to the mosque. Checked the void deck and it was empty. So then, I did my Maghrib prayers and after that, I waited for Bukhari and Farid to wash up. We went back home together, like good old times :)
On another note.. I think Im having a huuuuuge YET innocent crush on ... someone. Teehee~ Only Farid and Bukhari know.. and also Nisa. Well well.. I cant help but giggle everytime I think about her. Sigh.. This is so sweet. But hey, I know that it aint meant to be.. whatever, I dont care. I'll still like her anyway.. hehe ;D
Oh oh oh, and tomorrow.. Im gonna be meeting Farid and Bukhari. Its unconfirmed but yeah, hopefully I'll see them tomorrow. Also.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!! This girl is stuck in my mind! *giggles uncontrollably*
Monday, June 14, 2010
Missing
Suddenly, I miss my hugs with Farid and Bukhari. Lately, I've been feeling so emotional and lonely.. Gosh, I really need them right now. In fact, seeing them would probably make me smile.. Yeah it would.
I start to look back.. these past few days have been quite.. dramatic, to say the least. Minus my wrist injury, things dont seem to be very exciting. And at times, life just seemed to be at a stand-still. I cant wait for my cousins to come for sleep-over..
Lastly, I just wanna say this.. When a person is sad, being smart-alecky doesnt help. Heck, sometimes, it just helps to turn off your phone.. and just close the door to the world..
I start to look back.. these past few days have been quite.. dramatic, to say the least. Minus my wrist injury, things dont seem to be very exciting. And at times, life just seemed to be at a stand-still. I cant wait for my cousins to come for sleep-over..
Lastly, I just wanna say this.. When a person is sad, being smart-alecky doesnt help. Heck, sometimes, it just helps to turn off your phone.. and just close the door to the world..
Friday, June 11, 2010
Goin With The Flow
It comes again this day, this blessed day.. when plans are unclear and anything can happen. Today, it seemed as if it was clearly going to be uneventful. However, things worked.. as always.
As usual, I got ready to go for my Friday prayers. I bade goodbye to all my family members and went off. The bus didnt take too long to arrive and so I enjoyed a calm ride to the mosque. When I did arrive at the mosque, I did my sunnah prayers and listened to the sermon.
Afterwards, I met up with Haziq who was so eager to watch a movie, namely 'Karate Kid'. I didnt have much hope as the whole crew wasnt there. Aziz had CCA programmes at school. Luqman Nur was.. I dont know, gone. And Luqman Hakim had to go home. So at that time, it was Haziq and I.
Then, we saw Mr Izzad and we invited him to watch the movie with us. Remembering athletics training at 5, he declined the offer. Instead, he went to take his skateboards and waveboards to play at the void deck. Meanwhile, Haziq went into the toilet to do whatever business he needed to do..
So anyway, the netball girls openly CHALLENGED me to come to the court. Not backing away from it, I gladfully walked into the court. So here it was.. I had to contend with Faiqah to see who could score the most "goals" (Or whatever its called..) within 5 shots. Hehe, being the speedy basketballer I am, I was quite rigid since there was no board behind the hoop.
We didnt manage to finish the challenge. Mdm Faizah saw me and called me, asking me for wha reason I was playing with the girls. I was glad to explain my reasons, though inwardly regretting what I did.. Cause you know, it could probably tarnish my good image. But hey, Mdm Faizah wasnt too mad at me. In fact, I was off the hook..
Mr Izzad arrived moments later and I played like a happy child. But then, it got to this moment when I was riding on his Ripstik Air and I fell.. wrist first. Gosh.. the pain was blinding. I didnt get up at all. Sure enough, Mr Izzad was there to check on me. We got some ice and for the next half hour, I let the cold ice do whatever its supposed to do. And yet, when Haziq and I left, it still hurt..
At about 3:30pm, Haziq and I arrived at Eng Wah Cinemas at Toa Payoh. We bought the tickets to 'Karate Kid' and excitedly got inside. Lemme tell you, the movie was awesome. The film toyed around with my emotions. At times, I'd be so touched and others, in awe.. and sometimes, just plain old angry. On a scale of 1 to 10, I'd give it an 8..
I bade goodbye to Haziq and chased for my bus, alighting at Muhajirin Mosque once again. After performing my 'Asr prayers, I went back home, still cringing from my injured wrist. Once, I got home, I asked my Mum to massage my wrists which she did.. And boy, did it hurt!
Night time came and I watched 'Prince of Persia' on my computer. For tomorrow, I might be going out to buy some stuff for Father's Day. So yeah.. Hope my wrist gets better because gosh.. it REALLY hurts!!!
Oh and hey! I made a new friend today! Well, not really a new friend but at the least, made contact with Shifa (Sharifah Nabilah). Hehe, welcome into my life! May our friendship prosper and shine out.. We'll see
As usual, I got ready to go for my Friday prayers. I bade goodbye to all my family members and went off. The bus didnt take too long to arrive and so I enjoyed a calm ride to the mosque. When I did arrive at the mosque, I did my sunnah prayers and listened to the sermon.
Afterwards, I met up with Haziq who was so eager to watch a movie, namely 'Karate Kid'. I didnt have much hope as the whole crew wasnt there. Aziz had CCA programmes at school. Luqman Nur was.. I dont know, gone. And Luqman Hakim had to go home. So at that time, it was Haziq and I.
Then, we saw Mr Izzad and we invited him to watch the movie with us. Remembering athletics training at 5, he declined the offer. Instead, he went to take his skateboards and waveboards to play at the void deck. Meanwhile, Haziq went into the toilet to do whatever business he needed to do..
So anyway, the netball girls openly CHALLENGED me to come to the court. Not backing away from it, I gladfully walked into the court. So here it was.. I had to contend with Faiqah to see who could score the most "goals" (Or whatever its called..) within 5 shots. Hehe, being the speedy basketballer I am, I was quite rigid since there was no board behind the hoop.
We didnt manage to finish the challenge. Mdm Faizah saw me and called me, asking me for wha reason I was playing with the girls. I was glad to explain my reasons, though inwardly regretting what I did.. Cause you know, it could probably tarnish my good image. But hey, Mdm Faizah wasnt too mad at me. In fact, I was off the hook..
Mr Izzad arrived moments later and I played like a happy child. But then, it got to this moment when I was riding on his Ripstik Air and I fell.. wrist first. Gosh.. the pain was blinding. I didnt get up at all. Sure enough, Mr Izzad was there to check on me. We got some ice and for the next half hour, I let the cold ice do whatever its supposed to do. And yet, when Haziq and I left, it still hurt..
At about 3:30pm, Haziq and I arrived at Eng Wah Cinemas at Toa Payoh. We bought the tickets to 'Karate Kid' and excitedly got inside. Lemme tell you, the movie was awesome. The film toyed around with my emotions. At times, I'd be so touched and others, in awe.. and sometimes, just plain old angry. On a scale of 1 to 10, I'd give it an 8..
I bade goodbye to Haziq and chased for my bus, alighting at Muhajirin Mosque once again. After performing my 'Asr prayers, I went back home, still cringing from my injured wrist. Once, I got home, I asked my Mum to massage my wrists which she did.. And boy, did it hurt!
Night time came and I watched 'Prince of Persia' on my computer. For tomorrow, I might be going out to buy some stuff for Father's Day. So yeah.. Hope my wrist gets better because gosh.. it REALLY hurts!!!
Oh and hey! I made a new friend today! Well, not really a new friend but at the least, made contact with Shifa (Sharifah Nabilah). Hehe, welcome into my life! May our friendship prosper and shine out.. We'll see
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Surprise
Somehow, deep down inside, I felt very suspicious of my good buddy. His constant grin, his extra jumpy behaviour. Gosh, it ate me inside knowing that Aziz knew something big.. I wasnt informed of it.
Just a few hours before Zuhr, I left the house to meet Aziz. Supposedly, he wanted to have a talk with me. At the same time, we had the intention of buying gifts for Shazaa. So anyway, while we were at Junction 8, I saw Shaakira and Shazaa. At that time, I was holding Shazaa's unwrapped present so I darted out of sight, into Pastamania and into the opposite curb.
As Aziz chased me, I found myself a random spot and started wrapping the present spontaneously. Improvised.. Well anyway, when we went back down, they had already left. A bit disappointed, Aziz and I went back home. We took Bus 410G, a long journey back home.
When we arrived at my house area, I offered to send Aziz back home but he insisted I go down. He himself alighted from the bus. So, we walked to my house, into the house, up to my room, into my room and AAAAAHHH!!!
5 people singing happy birthday songs started to appear in my mind.. Shocked and shaking, I found myself the strength to cut the cake. Hahaha!
Went downstairs to the living room and enjoyed the cake. As time passed, I confirmed myself that this was all true. My dearest friends were actually IN my house. There was Muhammad, Aziz, Luqman Nur, Shazaa, Shaakira and Nisa. Hijannah came a bit later..
Minutes passed and we all ate the food my Mum cooked. Just so you know, my Mum was in on this surprise. Wow.. And I got to cut a cake. Hahaha, just to be nice, I let Shazaa cut the cake too since it WAS her birthday too..
Unfortunately, Shaakira had to leave first cause she had Smartlab. All the guys, excluding me of course, celebrated her departure.. jokingly, of course. And so, Mum asked me to walk her to the bus stop. Hehe, it was . . . quite nice. Hahahaha!
Went back home and joined the others. I checked the Powerpoint slide Luqman made for me in my room, which by the way is messy. It was soooo sweet! Thanks so much, Luqman!
Then, we took more photos and stuff. Again, someone also had to leave. This time it was Shazaa.. I offered to walk her to the bus stop but I guess some people wanted to tag along. Haha!
Went back to home again and this time, with Hijannah, we all watched Zohan *the cleaner version* in my room. Hahahaha! It was sooooo.. "jaw-dropping"
Every moment, we laughed together. We were like family together. Its a pity Shazaa and Shaakira werent there. So when the movie ended, I walked them all to the bus stop.
When I got back home again, my Aunt started guessing which one of those girls was my girlfriend. I was like ... "whaaaat?"
Dad got home and together with my Mum, my Grandma and my Aunt, we all had a nice dinner together.. What a nice ending..
Just a few hours before Zuhr, I left the house to meet Aziz. Supposedly, he wanted to have a talk with me. At the same time, we had the intention of buying gifts for Shazaa. So anyway, while we were at Junction 8, I saw Shaakira and Shazaa. At that time, I was holding Shazaa's unwrapped present so I darted out of sight, into Pastamania and into the opposite curb.
As Aziz chased me, I found myself a random spot and started wrapping the present spontaneously. Improvised.. Well anyway, when we went back down, they had already left. A bit disappointed, Aziz and I went back home. We took Bus 410G, a long journey back home.
When we arrived at my house area, I offered to send Aziz back home but he insisted I go down. He himself alighted from the bus. So, we walked to my house, into the house, up to my room, into my room and AAAAAHHH!!!
5 people singing happy birthday songs started to appear in my mind.. Shocked and shaking, I found myself the strength to cut the cake. Hahaha!
Went downstairs to the living room and enjoyed the cake. As time passed, I confirmed myself that this was all true. My dearest friends were actually IN my house. There was Muhammad, Aziz, Luqman Nur, Shazaa, Shaakira and Nisa. Hijannah came a bit later..
Minutes passed and we all ate the food my Mum cooked. Just so you know, my Mum was in on this surprise. Wow.. And I got to cut a cake. Hahaha, just to be nice, I let Shazaa cut the cake too since it WAS her birthday too..
Unfortunately, Shaakira had to leave first cause she had Smartlab. All the guys, excluding me of course, celebrated her departure.. jokingly, of course. And so, Mum asked me to walk her to the bus stop. Hehe, it was . . . quite nice. Hahahaha!
Went back home and joined the others. I checked the Powerpoint slide Luqman made for me in my room, which by the way is messy. It was soooo sweet! Thanks so much, Luqman!
Then, we took more photos and stuff. Again, someone also had to leave. This time it was Shazaa.. I offered to walk her to the bus stop but I guess some people wanted to tag along. Haha!
Went back to home again and this time, with Hijannah, we all watched Zohan *the cleaner version* in my room. Hahahaha! It was sooooo.. "jaw-dropping"
Every moment, we laughed together. We were like family together. Its a pity Shazaa and Shaakira werent there. So when the movie ended, I walked them all to the bus stop.
When I got back home again, my Aunt started guessing which one of those girls was my girlfriend. I was like ... "whaaaat?"
Dad got home and together with my Mum, my Grandma and my Aunt, we all had a nice dinner together.. What a nice ending..
Hey YOU! You're finally 17! How long has it been since we last knew each other.. 2 years? Haha, lets make it last a lifetime! Happy birthday, Shazaa! May Allah bless you :)
Monday, June 7, 2010
8hrs of Movies
Well.. I got a new cellphone. Gosh, its.. not what I had in mind but oh well.
Today, I woke up at about 12am.. I was so tired from yesterday and all.
Anyway, I watched 4 movies today. I watched 'Hotel for Dogs' (Emma Roberts was cute!), 'Another Cinderella Story', 'Yes Man' and lastly, 'This Christmas'. Didnt watch 'The Day After Tomorrow' cause I was too bored.. And and, I missed 'Made of Honor' which was on at about 11am till 1pm. Sigh..
Im thinking of meeting Aziz tomorrow but my parents wont allow me. Not at the moment though.. but we'll see. Until then..
Today, I woke up at about 12am.. I was so tired from yesterday and all.
Anyway, I watched 4 movies today. I watched 'Hotel for Dogs' (Emma Roberts was cute!), 'Another Cinderella Story', 'Yes Man' and lastly, 'This Christmas'. Didnt watch 'The Day After Tomorrow' cause I was too bored.. And and, I missed 'Made of Honor' which was on at about 11am till 1pm. Sigh..
Im thinking of meeting Aziz tomorrow but my parents wont allow me. Not at the moment though.. but we'll see. Until then..
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Darul Tauheed Camp
At first, reading the paper, I was quite interested. The Darul Tauheed Camp.. sounded like fun. So alright, I joined for it. On the day it started, things started to go bad. My cellphone got spoiled and well, that reeked. Nevertheless, I remained on positive terms.
On the first day, we spent half of it in MPR3 with Pak Rizal, Pak Uus and Pak Asep. They were the trainers who came from Indonesia to help us for our camp programme. Their objective was simple. Inculcate the importance of Islam and our role in it. So first, they taught us so many stuff about Islam and we were captivated. We also had dinner, supper and of course, we had to set up our own tents. We were also separated into different groups and such. I got to become the leader of my group ;D
Anyway, on the first night, we all slept in our tents in the middle of the field. For me, I had a long chat with Muhammad in our tent. Nearly everyone couldnt sleep. In the end, I went to sleep at 2am.. only to wake up at 3am to wake everyone up.
Everyone washed up and trudged to the mosque to perform our Tahajjud. Nearly half of us didnt get to do it cause everyone didnt even know we were supposed to wake up for Tahajjud. Afterwards, we got ready and left for East Coast Park. In the bus, snores and grunts were heard.
We arrived at East Coast at about 5am. Even then, we had to walk some distance before everyone could settle down. We reached to this one spot and set up our mats and the call was made that everyone could rest for a while. When Subuh prayer came, we performed it so and then made our doa. Up above, lightning crackled menacingly. I gulped..
As the morning sun rose, we warmed up with some exercises and then we checked the beach. It was clear that everyone was bored. Then the food arrived and we all had breakfast. Soon, it rained and it was like.. "time to go home, everyone!"
Headed back to school and continued our classes in MPR3. Ate lunch, dinner, supper and in between those intervals, we performed our daily prayers. On the second night, we slept in our tents at the void deck. Unfortunately, when we left for East Coast, the tents got blown away so we moved them to the void deck. This time, I slept quite early. I slept in the tent with Helmi and Rifqi.
In the morning, I did my tahajjud and during the day, everyone participated in an amazing tace around the school. My group finished second last but it didnt matter. We had fun. On that day, lotsa people wished me a happy birthday. Ended the day with a group photo, with the birthday boys in front. Zaid and I. Happy birthday to us!
Got back home and my cousins came to celebrate my birthday. They bought me a toy helicopter and my Dad gave me a new wallet. My Mum bought me a cake and my Aunt gave me some money to spend. Overall, quite a good weekend.
Fyi, my cellphone is still broken so anyone who texted me from Friday till Sunday, do resend cause err.. I didnt get it. Oh well..
On the first day, we spent half of it in MPR3 with Pak Rizal, Pak Uus and Pak Asep. They were the trainers who came from Indonesia to help us for our camp programme. Their objective was simple. Inculcate the importance of Islam and our role in it. So first, they taught us so many stuff about Islam and we were captivated. We also had dinner, supper and of course, we had to set up our own tents. We were also separated into different groups and such. I got to become the leader of my group ;D
Anyway, on the first night, we all slept in our tents in the middle of the field. For me, I had a long chat with Muhammad in our tent. Nearly everyone couldnt sleep. In the end, I went to sleep at 2am.. only to wake up at 3am to wake everyone up.
Everyone washed up and trudged to the mosque to perform our Tahajjud. Nearly half of us didnt get to do it cause everyone didnt even know we were supposed to wake up for Tahajjud. Afterwards, we got ready and left for East Coast Park. In the bus, snores and grunts were heard.
We arrived at East Coast at about 5am. Even then, we had to walk some distance before everyone could settle down. We reached to this one spot and set up our mats and the call was made that everyone could rest for a while. When Subuh prayer came, we performed it so and then made our doa. Up above, lightning crackled menacingly. I gulped..
As the morning sun rose, we warmed up with some exercises and then we checked the beach. It was clear that everyone was bored. Then the food arrived and we all had breakfast. Soon, it rained and it was like.. "time to go home, everyone!"
Headed back to school and continued our classes in MPR3. Ate lunch, dinner, supper and in between those intervals, we performed our daily prayers. On the second night, we slept in our tents at the void deck. Unfortunately, when we left for East Coast, the tents got blown away so we moved them to the void deck. This time, I slept quite early. I slept in the tent with Helmi and Rifqi.
In the morning, I did my tahajjud and during the day, everyone participated in an amazing tace around the school. My group finished second last but it didnt matter. We had fun. On that day, lotsa people wished me a happy birthday. Ended the day with a group photo, with the birthday boys in front. Zaid and I. Happy birthday to us!
Got back home and my cousins came to celebrate my birthday. They bought me a toy helicopter and my Dad gave me a new wallet. My Mum bought me a cake and my Aunt gave me some money to spend. Overall, quite a good weekend.
Fyi, my cellphone is still broken so anyone who texted me from Friday till Sunday, do resend cause err.. I didnt get it. Oh well..
Friday, June 4, 2010
Notifications
Note to self..
1. Its just 2 days away
2. I have camp from today till Sunday
3. Gonna miss my friends who went overseas
4. "Bukhari, I wanna play Left 4 Dead at your house!"
5. I wanna learn how to Tango
6. I wanna learn how to do the Salsa
7. I wanna learn how to dance freestyle
8. Thinking of changing to prepaid
9. Getting bored
10. Not expecting anything on Sunday but nevertheless... anticipating
11. Selena Gomez is gorgeous!
12. Any ideas for raising funds for the Syria trip?
13. Out of ideas...
Have a good weekend, everyone!
1. Its just 2 days away
2. I have camp from today till Sunday
3. Gonna miss my friends who went overseas
4. "Bukhari, I wanna play Left 4 Dead at your house!"
5. I wanna learn how to Tango
6. I wanna learn how to do the Salsa
7. I wanna learn how to dance freestyle
8. Thinking of changing to prepaid
9. Getting bored
10. Not expecting anything on Sunday but nevertheless... anticipating
11. Selena Gomez is gorgeous!
12. Any ideas for raising funds for the Syria trip?
13. Out of ideas...
Have a good weekend, everyone!
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Unprepared
I hate this.. I hate being so terrible and unprepared for badminton. I hate the fact that STE is getting closer. I hate the fact that everyone else is either busy or occupied. I hate it when plans dont work out as I would want it to. I hate it when I do things I wished I didnt do. I hate it when I cant explain the things I hate in a reasonable sentence. Gosh.. I hate all this..
It was such a tiring today. Okay, mainly from badminton practice. I got so frustrated when playing I nearly lost my temper. Darn racket, I keep hitting the metal parts. And oh gosh, I feel like the squad is nowhere close to being ready for Inter-Madrasah. Sigh..
So much drama today. One surprising moment was when Ms Nadiyawati and Cikgu Roszana wanted to talk to me. They were my primary school teachers and I found it quite weird when they teased me about my "love" life.. whatever.
Helped the student committee for the Syria plan. Gave out suggestions and stuff. Even though I cant go, Im helping out. Who knows.. maybe I can. God willingly, it will.. But then, really... I am just too tired to write any longer.
Have a good time Aziz in Bandung. Have a good time Mr Izzad in Kedah. Have a good time to the people going to KL or anywhere in Malaysia. And for me.. hmm.. *hint : 3 more days*
Hehehe.. oh well. I'll be at camp on that day.. *Gulp*
Well then, I better bring an extra pair of clothes..
"I need to know should I fight for love.. or disarm. Its getting harder to shield.. this pain in my heart"
It was such a tiring today. Okay, mainly from badminton practice. I got so frustrated when playing I nearly lost my temper. Darn racket, I keep hitting the metal parts. And oh gosh, I feel like the squad is nowhere close to being ready for Inter-Madrasah. Sigh..
So much drama today. One surprising moment was when Ms Nadiyawati and Cikgu Roszana wanted to talk to me. They were my primary school teachers and I found it quite weird when they teased me about my "love" life.. whatever.
Helped the student committee for the Syria plan. Gave out suggestions and stuff. Even though I cant go, Im helping out. Who knows.. maybe I can. God willingly, it will.. But then, really... I am just too tired to write any longer.
Have a good time Aziz in Bandung. Have a good time Mr Izzad in Kedah. Have a good time to the people going to KL or anywhere in Malaysia. And for me.. hmm.. *hint : 3 more days*
Hehehe.. oh well. I'll be at camp on that day.. *Gulp*
Well then, I better bring an extra pair of clothes..
"I need to know should I fight for love.. or disarm. Its getting harder to shield.. this pain in my heart"
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Doing Something
Depending on the song Im listening to, my moods keep changing. Hehe, its kinda cute and weird but oh well.. Extra classes today were a killer, like the soul in me was being forced out of my body slowly. Gosh, if I could rate the day, I'd say it was horribly short..
But then again, Im a bit satisfied with myself after sorting out the mess on my desk. After all the procrastinating, I finally found some free time to do the cleaning. Sigh.. I still think my room is full of junk. But hey, thats for another day..
Oh, and my birthday is coming in 5 days and already my good buddy, Aziz, wished me a happy birthday. An advanced wish, of course. Seems that he'll be overseas on my special day. Oh well, thanks for the wish. I'll be sure to remember yours.
Haha, for the first time, Im anticipating my birthday. I've never felt so eager to know what might happen on that day... Oh wait, I have camp on that day. Hahaha, well, its just gonna be a half-day on that day. Gosh... *few moments passed* ... oh hey, now I dont care about my birthday.. Whatever happens, happens..
"See I would... If I could... I'll do anything spontaneously... You know I would"
But then again, Im a bit satisfied with myself after sorting out the mess on my desk. After all the procrastinating, I finally found some free time to do the cleaning. Sigh.. I still think my room is full of junk. But hey, thats for another day..
Oh, and my birthday is coming in 5 days and already my good buddy, Aziz, wished me a happy birthday. An advanced wish, of course. Seems that he'll be overseas on my special day. Oh well, thanks for the wish. I'll be sure to remember yours.
Haha, for the first time, Im anticipating my birthday. I've never felt so eager to know what might happen on that day... Oh wait, I have camp on that day. Hahaha, well, its just gonna be a half-day on that day. Gosh... *few moments passed* ... oh hey, now I dont care about my birthday.. Whatever happens, happens..
"See I would... If I could... I'll do anything spontaneously... You know I would"
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