I was a robot for the whole day.. *Beep beep*
Yes, and now I need my battery charged! Haha XDD!
Okay.. well, today was a.. very.. very.. normal day. My hands still ache from writing notes for Fiqh, Tafsir and Tauhid. Gosh, its been a bore.
To make things worse, Mr Izzad is away at Reservist for 4 days and will be back on Friday.. Its ok. To pass the time, I'll just keep writing more notes.. sheesh
CA1 is upon us and I have to start revisions. Gotta get my.. get my.. get my head in the game! Concentrate!
Oh.. and I found out that some of my teachers know about my blog. This blog.. (Assalamualaikum, teachers!).. Haha, I dont mind. As long as no rule is imposed on my blog, Im fine. After all, I am human and I do have problems. This is where I let it out.
Lastly, umm.. well, just so everyone knows, I am free always after school from Monday till Thursday. So whatever it is, you need help, you can find me at the canteen, Insya Allah.
Cant wait to watch 'Percy Jackson' (anyone wanna come with?) and also awaiting Mr Izzad to come back. Heard there's gonna be an IT show next month. Think I'll check it out.. :D
Wassalam..
Monday, February 8, 2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Come & Go
Im so so.. confused right now.
Somehow, I feel so enraged and at the same time, I feel happy. Not to mention bitter and just plain sad.
Thankfully, today was a good day.
I woke up at around 8.30 in the morning. Gritting my teeth, I quickly woke up and got ready to leave the house. I chose to wear my light-blue, long-sleeved shirt today along with the usual dark blue jeans. Packed my 'Red Angel' and left for school. On the way, I met Sis Sakinah who was particularly nice when meeting.. :D
I arrived at Irsyad just as it reached a quarter to nine. Before handing in my Physics worksheet, I checked the paper beforehand. I copied my answers to Muhammad's papers since I was the one writing when we did our practical experiments. I gave it to Mdm Surianah who was present at the time and then, I went to Muhajirin Mosque to do my Dhuha prayers.
At around 10am, I reached Bishan Harmony Park and met Luqman Nur and Haziq. A few minutes later, Ruzaini arrived. Abdul Aziz couldnt come.. And Mr Izzad was busy till 12.
At the skatepark, we watched a couple of awesome skateboarders. I saw the Chinese dude who usually skates here and we greeted each other. And I have to tell you.. it was freaking hot today!
Long story short, we played till around 12. At that point, Luqman Nur left cause his parents were bringing him to go eat somewhere. So, it was just the 3 of us that were left. We walked to school and then, Haziq parted cause he was going elsewhere (Woodlands, to be specific).
So anyway, it was left with me and Ruzaini. We met up with Mr Izzad and some of the boys present at school. Played till Zuhr prayers until which Ruzaini departed after that.
So then.. it was Mr Izzad and I, along with six S2 students. I got to ride Ruzaini's skateboard since he pleaded with me to bring it home. It was quite fun and I got pretty good.. :D
After about an 2 hours, it was left to Mr Izzad and I, along with Syafiq, 'Ali Mukmin and Abdul Quddus. We talked about stuff and it was quite good. We enjoyed the cool breeze which enveloped itself around us. The quiet atmosphere of an empty school made my mind feel calm and serene.
Seeing that everyone was tired, Mr Izzad and I went to buy some drinks at the mini mart. I rode my waveboard and Mr Izzad his skateboard. We talked along the way of current situations and a heavy load seemed to be lifted off my chest. Im glad I have someone who cares.
Went back to school and shared the drinks. Moments later, the boys left and so I helped Mr Izzad in packing his stuff. Mr Izzad headed to Queenstown and I went back to the mosque to perform my 'Asr prayers.
Today.. I was the last Irsyadian to leave the school..
Wassalam..
P.S. What I've been hearing lately are like bullets to the heart..
Somehow, I feel so enraged and at the same time, I feel happy. Not to mention bitter and just plain sad.
Thankfully, today was a good day.
I woke up at around 8.30 in the morning. Gritting my teeth, I quickly woke up and got ready to leave the house. I chose to wear my light-blue, long-sleeved shirt today along with the usual dark blue jeans. Packed my 'Red Angel' and left for school. On the way, I met Sis Sakinah who was particularly nice when meeting.. :D
I arrived at Irsyad just as it reached a quarter to nine. Before handing in my Physics worksheet, I checked the paper beforehand. I copied my answers to Muhammad's papers since I was the one writing when we did our practical experiments. I gave it to Mdm Surianah who was present at the time and then, I went to Muhajirin Mosque to do my Dhuha prayers.
At around 10am, I reached Bishan Harmony Park and met Luqman Nur and Haziq. A few minutes later, Ruzaini arrived. Abdul Aziz couldnt come.. And Mr Izzad was busy till 12.
At the skatepark, we watched a couple of awesome skateboarders. I saw the Chinese dude who usually skates here and we greeted each other. And I have to tell you.. it was freaking hot today!
Long story short, we played till around 12. At that point, Luqman Nur left cause his parents were bringing him to go eat somewhere. So, it was just the 3 of us that were left. We walked to school and then, Haziq parted cause he was going elsewhere (Woodlands, to be specific).
So anyway, it was left with me and Ruzaini. We met up with Mr Izzad and some of the boys present at school. Played till Zuhr prayers until which Ruzaini departed after that.
So then.. it was Mr Izzad and I, along with six S2 students. I got to ride Ruzaini's skateboard since he pleaded with me to bring it home. It was quite fun and I got pretty good.. :D
After about an 2 hours, it was left to Mr Izzad and I, along with Syafiq, 'Ali Mukmin and Abdul Quddus. We talked about stuff and it was quite good. We enjoyed the cool breeze which enveloped itself around us. The quiet atmosphere of an empty school made my mind feel calm and serene.
Seeing that everyone was tired, Mr Izzad and I went to buy some drinks at the mini mart. I rode my waveboard and Mr Izzad his skateboard. We talked along the way of current situations and a heavy load seemed to be lifted off my chest. Im glad I have someone who cares.
Went back to school and shared the drinks. Moments later, the boys left and so I helped Mr Izzad in packing his stuff. Mr Izzad headed to Queenstown and I went back to the mosque to perform my 'Asr prayers.
Today.. I was the last Irsyadian to leave the school..
Wassalam..
P.S. What I've been hearing lately are like bullets to the heart..
Friday, February 5, 2010
It's all Arabic!
Poems are very nice but its hard to come up with one.
Anyway, I had a really harrowing day today. I thought about a lot of stuff.. people figured I was being moody. Perhaps I was.
It wasnt all bad, though. The Arabic Debate in the morning was pretty good. I understood half of what they spoke, owing to the fact that I was with them during preparations. In Maths class, I learned and applied the Sine Rule on some assignments Mr Izzad gave out. However, he shed some news with us.. saying that he wont be in for the next week due to his Reservist "Callback". Instead, it was going to be Mr Rahamat's daughter who will be teaching us. Fine, I guess..
I did some revisions during Tafsir and Mustolah Hadith. Later, during Malay period, the whole class discussed on our debate topics. Sadly, we only have the chance of debating in class. Its because our class got pulled out due to STE. Sigh..
Contact time was the best! We danced and sang and practised the Nasyeed for our upcoming Arabic Program. On the plus side, Cikgu Iskandar brought along his barber instruments and set up his own booth. Haha, he was kind enough to help cut some of the people's hair which were getting a bit too long. I got mine cut.. :D
After the haircut, I washed my head in the toilet with the other guys who also got their hair cut. Then, I went for my Friday prayers.
After school, I was intending to watch the S4 Arabic Debate.. in my class! However, Abdul Aziz came to Irsyad and I was forced to make a decision. In the end, the debate ended and well, I missed it. Nevermind..
Muhammad, Luqman Nur, Abdul Aziz and I went to play basketball at his (Aziz) house. Unfortunately, it rained and a slight "duststorm" caused by the construction site nearby forced us to leave and play with the waveboards instead at the carpark.
I didnt feel like playing so I just sat down and listened to some songs.. Then, I read something which made my day bad. Im not gonna tell you what it is but my emotions cascaded and flowed everywhere. Went back to Abdul Aziz's house to relax and pray and then we went home.
Fyi, its the Mukhayyam for P5 and S5 today so its pretty dull. I miss my S5 sisters.. haha, yeah. I myself cant wait for my own batches' Mukhayyam which is in two weeks.
Not forgetting the Science AHA thing. I gotta be in charge and organise a group and come up with an idea. Mr Muneer kindly suggested a 'homemade rocket'. I was cool with it. Now I just need to find the materials..
Time check.. its around 11+ and hey, its not so bad since I have someone on the other side.. =)
Wassalam..
Anyway, I had a really harrowing day today. I thought about a lot of stuff.. people figured I was being moody. Perhaps I was.
It wasnt all bad, though. The Arabic Debate in the morning was pretty good. I understood half of what they spoke, owing to the fact that I was with them during preparations. In Maths class, I learned and applied the Sine Rule on some assignments Mr Izzad gave out. However, he shed some news with us.. saying that he wont be in for the next week due to his Reservist "Callback". Instead, it was going to be Mr Rahamat's daughter who will be teaching us. Fine, I guess..
I did some revisions during Tafsir and Mustolah Hadith. Later, during Malay period, the whole class discussed on our debate topics. Sadly, we only have the chance of debating in class. Its because our class got pulled out due to STE. Sigh..
Contact time was the best! We danced and sang and practised the Nasyeed for our upcoming Arabic Program. On the plus side, Cikgu Iskandar brought along his barber instruments and set up his own booth. Haha, he was kind enough to help cut some of the people's hair which were getting a bit too long. I got mine cut.. :D
After the haircut, I washed my head in the toilet with the other guys who also got their hair cut. Then, I went for my Friday prayers.
After school, I was intending to watch the S4 Arabic Debate.. in my class! However, Abdul Aziz came to Irsyad and I was forced to make a decision. In the end, the debate ended and well, I missed it. Nevermind..
Muhammad, Luqman Nur, Abdul Aziz and I went to play basketball at his (Aziz) house. Unfortunately, it rained and a slight "duststorm" caused by the construction site nearby forced us to leave and play with the waveboards instead at the carpark.
I didnt feel like playing so I just sat down and listened to some songs.. Then, I read something which made my day bad. Im not gonna tell you what it is but my emotions cascaded and flowed everywhere. Went back to Abdul Aziz's house to relax and pray and then we went home.
Fyi, its the Mukhayyam for P5 and S5 today so its pretty dull. I miss my S5 sisters.. haha, yeah. I myself cant wait for my own batches' Mukhayyam which is in two weeks.
Not forgetting the Science AHA thing. I gotta be in charge and organise a group and come up with an idea. Mr Muneer kindly suggested a 'homemade rocket'. I was cool with it. Now I just need to find the materials..
Time check.. its around 11+ and hey, its not so bad since I have someone on the other side.. =)
Wassalam..
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Talks
I feel so down and I terribly miss hanging out with my close friends. Frankly speaking, I wish I could ALL of them a big hug!
I had a good day today, even though things didnt go as I hoped it to be. Nahu class with Ustd Salehin went smoothly. However, he did say that I was losing my positive energy in class. Haha, he seems to know the reason.
Oh, and I made a poem during English lesson. It was pretty sweet, as others called it. Majority of my class members wrote about love. Not surprising since its a whole class of boys.. :D
During Insya', Ustd Abdus Salam talked about the students of Irsyad. So far, there've been reports where students criticise their teachers on Facebook and on their blogs. I find this very disturbing as its hard to imagine for a student to talk of bad things of their teachers. Its just sad. But it is within reason. He continued about BGR next and explained the context of BGR.
He made me open my eyes a bit to the wider picture and I thank him.
Later on, after school, I hung out with the Arabic Debaters and kinda gave my ideas for their upcoming debate. Hanisah and 'Arif were there too to assist. Well, it was all fun and games. Afterwards, Luqman Nur, Luqman Hakim, Ruzaini, Ali and I talked to Ustd Salehin at the canteen. We talked about lots of things including the school, exams and BGR.. (Haha!)
We stopped at around 6.40pm and thanked Ustd Salehin for sacrificing his time to talk with us. Arrived home just in the nick of time, just as Maghrib prayers commenced..
Wassalam..
I had a good day today, even though things didnt go as I hoped it to be. Nahu class with Ustd Salehin went smoothly. However, he did say that I was losing my positive energy in class. Haha, he seems to know the reason.
Oh, and I made a poem during English lesson. It was pretty sweet, as others called it. Majority of my class members wrote about love. Not surprising since its a whole class of boys.. :D
During Insya', Ustd Abdus Salam talked about the students of Irsyad. So far, there've been reports where students criticise their teachers on Facebook and on their blogs. I find this very disturbing as its hard to imagine for a student to talk of bad things of their teachers. Its just sad. But it is within reason. He continued about BGR next and explained the context of BGR.
He made me open my eyes a bit to the wider picture and I thank him.
Later on, after school, I hung out with the Arabic Debaters and kinda gave my ideas for their upcoming debate. Hanisah and 'Arif were there too to assist. Well, it was all fun and games. Afterwards, Luqman Nur, Luqman Hakim, Ruzaini, Ali and I talked to Ustd Salehin at the canteen. We talked about lots of things including the school, exams and BGR.. (Haha!)
We stopped at around 6.40pm and thanked Ustd Salehin for sacrificing his time to talk with us. Arrived home just in the nick of time, just as Maghrib prayers commenced..
Wassalam..
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Hope
Hmm.. poetry?
Im thinking of maybe writing some poems. Just today, Mr Esmadi touched on some poems and also told us its uses. Im kinda wondering how a girl (random girl) would react to receiving a poem? Hmm.. *Wanders off*
Well, anyway, I was a bit frustrated today. The sarcasm level in my class is being turned up a notch and yes, Im a victim. Besides the fact that I am constantly thinking of some other important things, I have to put up with silly remarks and annoying reactions which would otherwise make so fed up if they werent my friends. Sigh..
On the lighter side, my mood swings have lessened. This is kinda good.. but its not assured to be mood-less forever.
Lastly, I hope..
Im thinking of maybe writing some poems. Just today, Mr Esmadi touched on some poems and also told us its uses. Im kinda wondering how a girl (random girl) would react to receiving a poem? Hmm.. *Wanders off*
Well, anyway, I was a bit frustrated today. The sarcasm level in my class is being turned up a notch and yes, Im a victim. Besides the fact that I am constantly thinking of some other important things, I have to put up with silly remarks and annoying reactions which would otherwise make so fed up if they werent my friends. Sigh..
On the lighter side, my mood swings have lessened. This is kinda good.. but its not assured to be mood-less forever.
Lastly, I hope..
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Aiman's Birthday
I wish I could write as good as Abdul Aziz. Or as creative as Shazaa. My entries just seem so freaking dull anyway.. sigh..
I felt really free today at school. Even though things werent 100% going my way, it kinda solved its own dilemma on its own.
I got to be Bilal for today.. hehe, simple enough. Oh, and I found experiments in the lab during Physics to be very fun.
My class celebrated Aiman's birthday today at the canteen. The cake was scrumptious! (Happy 16th B'day!!!) and later, I went home alone.. but it wasnt all bad since I had someone on the line :D (Shifa', hope you like the presents!)
Im hoping that the March holidays come soon so I can go out again with Shazaa and the others.. :D
Really missing Abdul Aziz and "Johanna" (Nickname I gave to someone) and also being with my lovely friends on good terms.
Wassalam..
P.S. I miss being with you 0_0"
I felt really free today at school. Even though things werent 100% going my way, it kinda solved its own dilemma on its own.
I got to be Bilal for today.. hehe, simple enough. Oh, and I found experiments in the lab during Physics to be very fun.
My class celebrated Aiman's birthday today at the canteen. The cake was scrumptious! (Happy 16th B'day!!!) and later, I went home alone.. but it wasnt all bad since I had someone on the line :D (Shifa', hope you like the presents!)
Im hoping that the March holidays come soon so I can go out again with Shazaa and the others.. :D
Really missing Abdul Aziz and "Johanna" (Nickname I gave to someone) and also being with my lovely friends on good terms.
Wassalam..
P.S. I miss being with you 0_0"
Monday, February 1, 2010
Hot & Cool
Fact of the day: Shaakira is hot and Im stuck with being cool!
Haha, its funny how conversations can get sooo sooo weird! I was really hyper today! Chirpy, jumpy, crazy.. all that. I owe Shifa' a gift and I did get her something.. :D
The day was quite fine today. I was in a good mood with good thoughts.
However, one thing's been on my mind lately. I kinda get the feeling that everything's piling up on me. I frequently get selected to be group leader of something it feels all so sudden! Haha, but hey, if this is taqdiir of Allah s.w.t... then I shall accept it.
*Yawn*
I better get back to my Physics assignment.
Wassalam...
Haha, its funny how conversations can get sooo sooo weird! I was really hyper today! Chirpy, jumpy, crazy.. all that. I owe Shifa' a gift and I did get her something.. :D
The day was quite fine today. I was in a good mood with good thoughts.
However, one thing's been on my mind lately. I kinda get the feeling that everything's piling up on me. I frequently get selected to be group leader of something it feels all so sudden! Haha, but hey, if this is taqdiir of Allah s.w.t... then I shall accept it.
*Yawn*
I better get back to my Physics assignment.
Wassalam...
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